I was always very anti-social. Standing against the wall not talking type. Alcohol, pot, and benzos all just made it worse. So after not making any friends during the single easiest time in anyones life ever to do so, I got it in my head to try some coke. That first line changed things forever. All social anxiety was gone, I could be the person I wanted to be. But also gone was any sense of moderation. Later discovered opiates had much the same benefit without the side effects that long term heavy coke use was starting to throw at me.
That was 13 years ago this month. Since then my life has been a testament to the axiom 'with the highest highs come the lowest lows'. Worth it? Have to say yes.
That was 13 years ago this month. Since then my life has been a testament to the axiom 'with the highest highs come the lowest lows'. Worth it? Have to say yes.