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What Was Your First Time Getting High?

I was always very anti-social. Standing against the wall not talking type. Alcohol, pot, and benzos all just made it worse. So after not making any friends during the single easiest time in anyones life ever to do so, I got it in my head to try some coke. That first line changed things forever. All social anxiety was gone, I could be the person I wanted to be. But also gone was any sense of moderation. Later discovered opiates had much the same benefit without the side effects that long term heavy coke use was starting to throw at me.
That was 13 years ago this month. Since then my life has been a testament to the axiom 'with the highest highs come the lowest lows'. Worth it? Have to say yes.
 
First time was when I first got drunk. Zero alcohol tolerance, but after 2 glasses of Vodka I felt like I could drink it like water. I drunk most of the bottle, I became agresive, I kicked a guys ass,broke some things in the party, then left the party, then I fainted in the way back home. My sister drag me home, I was falling from the couch all the time so my mother tied me on it. Next day having the worst hangover of my life the dude I fought in the party came outside my house with 8 friends and wanted to fight me again.
I told him that I was too sick to fight so he just hit me a little and left.
I said to my self that I would never drink after that, but of course I didn't stick to that desision.
 
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