Profesor, no offence dude but you shouldn't have wrote this. Don't say this out loudly in public, you will lose few teeths, friendly advice + weed isn't a drug, so when we talk bout drugs, take it off the list.
For me was not being able to see my daughter. I did the whole fuckin book, been sober for 12 yrs. After I went out from rehab they forgot me, I bought an apartment and got my daughter back. My wife, nah, she divorced. I did the papers. Bout what happend in the court I don't even wanna get into because I think I will smash this screen and I go way into the subject, but that basically it's. Not being able to see my girl, was.. ugh, can't find my fuckin words. But good news, we already have a family, I meet a woman who had a ''mother in her blood'' and had one kid. Both girls.
Now, I have a victorian house in Alaska, and good for life.