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what was the first drug you really fell in love with?

Definitely opioids. But thankfully I fell out of love with them, now they just give me a headache. I miss having something to kill the pain though!
 
Hashish when very young and still in love

Ketamine was a big crush

Then fell for Morphine but broke up . Used to really love it . Morphine rush, dreams are something

Different types of love :blueface:
 
I saw dxm mentioned and I gotta say I agree. I discovered dxm via my own online research instead of friends offering it, so it kinda felt like "my" drug. I felt like it helped me discover my honest self, like who I was behind my social personas. Plus I felt like a god on it and had unique euphoria, which both contributed too. I found that drug when I was 15.

At age 18 I discovered opiates (Vicodin, codeine, and Percocet). I fell in love with those too. They enabled me to express myself clearly,especially expressing love for the people I cared about. I have autism and have experienced dysphoria and social anxiety throughout childhood. And when I took opiates for the first time I felt like I was truly coming home to a safe place. I felt like how normal people feel every day. I thought to myself, "if I could get this stuff every day I would, and just deal with the consequences of addiction." And tbh years later, I am on methadone and I have noticed it helps me function socially and emotionally. I am much more functional on it compared to when I am totally clean off opiates.
 
I fall into love with drugs like meth and base coke and NEP, but I either fall back out again or I get used to them and then they're not special anymore.
 
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