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What up peep's, im new..and old

MethLab

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what i mean is my time is limited due to heavy use (mostly all my life im 35 now) of alcohol,amphetamines and methamphetamines, benzodiaspines and opiates.

i managed to ditch the speed and it was VERY hard was 110% addicted. always over dosing and perminantly psychotic..took 3 years just to feel normal again after a 12 year poly-drug habit mainly the speed and vodka. now im still a drinker dispite liver diseise i wish they would ban the bloody stuff, im still benzo dependant but my doc doesant give me more than 3x2mg diazepam aday..im on alot more illicit. etizolam and xanax at moment.

Im from the UK, wales..that little country next to england.

I know a fair bit, textbook and alot of experiance.

mostly imnto downers thesedays im on methadone 60mls prescribed i have taken heroin but it was mainly morphine pills and DHC
(dihydrocodine) that led them to putting me on methadone.

it is incrredibilly hard dealing with services they always to quick to cut your drugs off if you fail 1 test out of 18 or so..and dont ever be honest with those bastards as that leads to the same thing.

im dyslexic so bare with me when it comes to spelling/grammer etc.. i cant help it.

i have the condition HPPD, used to be a founding member of hppd-online but it turned into a shit hole. the other 2 people that were founding members were only in it for the free klonopin that the idiot dr.abraham seemed to think they needed. his work is pathetic. previously to hppd online i was a mod on the old and now long forgotton stormloader hppd site. i left hppd online since i thought it was su[posed to be a support site for people with lasting serious problems from Acid and simaler hallucinagens , free information..bt it turned into a joke so i quit. i think the site is long since gone.

I hope to make freinds and add usefull info to anyone that wants it.

my mane knoweadge is LSD(rather the lasting effects than use), the amphetamines, alcohol and benzo's, and the opaiets.

thanx for reading, if you botherd to read it lol.

peace :)
 
Welcome... I'm an old member, reborn into a newbie. 35 old? Nah... I'm 44. Sh.... I'm a kid.

Enjoy the vast world bluelight has. I've been around since..... whoa. 2004? 2005? I dunno. Years.
 
Welcome, Methlab

I'm 30, so that makes me a little young I guss relative to average on this forum, as housefever said - the majority of my friends on this forum are in their 40's.

Yes ofcourse I ready your post, it was the first one you ever wrote and you've just joined the BL time (even though you are technically still green (for another 49 post to aswell mate I'm afraid mate)). You know your stuff it seems, when it comes to long term psychological harms and effect's in general. I like that. Also, if you want any advice on how to cut down your use don't hesitate to contact me. Yeah I'm a "only" 12 year full time user but I'm a science guy and i think few people here would deny that I know my shit when it comes tolerance and how to lower it through smart physiologically based systems. Shambles is another guy who you most definitely need to talk to if you have any issues with opiates specifically. I'm sure you'll meet him soon enough mind (he'll no doubt be in touch with you as newbie in fact), he's a mod here, as well as someone with over 40,000 posts who's been in the game and done it smart longer than nearly anyone else I know.

Just a head's up, we recently lost an irreplaceable (and i mean that in every since of the word) member of the crew just three days ao and eveyone's still deeply distressed, especially those closest too him ie me. Just saying this in case you sense a strange mood around the place. You will sense the mood, no doubt, but atleast now I've said this you'll know it has nothing to do with you.

Incidently, much respect to your kowledge gleaned from textbooks as well as from persnal experiences. That goes a long way with most of the guy's round here.

Peace and welcome aboard.

Swarm :)
 
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