narutokun
Bluelighter
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- Aug 21, 2007
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So it's been like this to me, whatever I'm shooting, meth, coke, mph, dex, morphine, midazolam, etc. All I can keep my head on all fucking day long is the rush. I just wanna feel it flowing through my veins, crossing my bbb, and getting that rush, I don't care if it's from downerz or upperz, I reached this point that the most important thing for me is the rush. I think all the time of the needle entering my veins, pulling back and shooting all at once, omg... I can't stop thinking of it, it's pure bliss. On the other hand I'm trying to stay off the IV route, and the veins in my upper arms are still gonna take more than a week to heal. Does anyone else feels like this? I really wanted to know. Controlling this urge to seeing the plunger go down and instantly rushing, I just can't get it off my head. Fuck. 


. Cheers...