Been studying for CPA Exams and been out of school for a while. Went to my Pdoc like always. Been on 20mg Paxil and .5 mg klonopin for years, never a problem. Took dex in highschool and I remember going from the bad impulsive kid who couldnt concentrate to the ideal student who behaved. So I decided to give it a try as an adult. Last 3.5 months have gone like this:
First script
8/23 QTY 30IR 10mg
3/4 a pill had me zinging all day day 1
took another 15 pills over the next 14 days skipping a couple days. One Sat after afternoon dose got really panicky, thought I was having heart attack and threw them out.
9/10 Few days goes by start kicking self in ***, so I try again. Another 30 ir 10mg Getting used to them now and pulled a few all nighters studying *** off. finished 30 pills in ten days-during all nighters took like 1 every 4 hours
9/19 asked doc to try extended release-gave me 5 15mg er to try, last 3-4 days so we tried
9/26 got 30 10mg er - done in like 8 days, another 2 all nighters
10/10 try 30 Vyvanse 40mg took 25 in 16 days, acually kicked in the hardest and lasted the least time, which is weird. So I was taking PM dose also
10/23 30 Dex 15mg er-replace for vyv
10/31 60 Dex 10mg ir as booster
Since then I take 1 15 er and 1 10ir am and two 10 ir lunch and late afternoon
Today 2 15er 9AM 15ir 1pm 12.5 5pm then take my klonopin lay in bed, cant sleep and get up and take another 20ir at 1:30AM.
What the **** is happening? I like crave it when it wears off, this sucks!
If I stop now will I recover fast from withdrawel-I still have to study but Im obvoisley abusing it.
Ill listen to any OP
First script
8/23 QTY 30IR 10mg
3/4 a pill had me zinging all day day 1
took another 15 pills over the next 14 days skipping a couple days. One Sat after afternoon dose got really panicky, thought I was having heart attack and threw them out.
9/10 Few days goes by start kicking self in ***, so I try again. Another 30 ir 10mg Getting used to them now and pulled a few all nighters studying *** off. finished 30 pills in ten days-during all nighters took like 1 every 4 hours
9/19 asked doc to try extended release-gave me 5 15mg er to try, last 3-4 days so we tried
9/26 got 30 10mg er - done in like 8 days, another 2 all nighters
10/10 try 30 Vyvanse 40mg took 25 in 16 days, acually kicked in the hardest and lasted the least time, which is weird. So I was taking PM dose also
10/23 30 Dex 15mg er-replace for vyv
10/31 60 Dex 10mg ir as booster
Since then I take 1 15 er and 1 10ir am and two 10 ir lunch and late afternoon
Today 2 15er 9AM 15ir 1pm 12.5 5pm then take my klonopin lay in bed, cant sleep and get up and take another 20ir at 1:30AM.
What the **** is happening? I like crave it when it wears off, this sucks!
If I stop now will I recover fast from withdrawel-I still have to study but Im obvoisley abusing it.
Ill listen to any OP
