This whole damn thing is ridiculously confusing to me...maybe it's the fact that I haven't slept in 48 hours...or maybe I shouldn't have dropped out of college that 4th time...I can't seem to figure out how to post on the message boards...whatever...I guess this is better...anyway...
So, Im on suboxone...2nd day...still haven't slept... but I'm getting through it. I'm craving real bad but I really don't want to do it anymore...so thats helping...a little... The addict in me is still creating scenarios in which I could score... and I can actually imagine the feeling of that initial rush...grrr... I keep having effing hot flashes and these long sleeves aren't helping. I can't wait until the bruises on my arms are gone so I can COMFORATBLY wear short sleeves. My knees are kinda starting to ache...but for some reason thats just something that happens to me when I'm on subs. Hm, nothing to say, only complaints....
Watching National Lampoons Vegas Vacation...we're at the DAM scene...lol...good stuff...
I've realized at about 5 in the morning ALL programming seems to turn into info-mercials...I actually sat here last night and watched about 45 min. of this electric chopper thing that can prepare meals in under a minute...I considered buying it...ha...
I'm thinking of taking a coulpe seroquel and trying to pass out but I don't know if it will counteract w/ the subs...I'd rather not die while I'm trying to get off the stuff that was sure to kill me...It'd be too Ironic...and my life has an abundance of that as it is...Thats actually the reason I found this site to begin with. I googled 'mixing suboxone and seroquel' and this site came up...but is basically useless to me because I'm too retarded to figure out how to actually use it...
So, Im on suboxone...2nd day...still haven't slept... but I'm getting through it. I'm craving real bad but I really don't want to do it anymore...so thats helping...a little... The addict in me is still creating scenarios in which I could score... and I can actually imagine the feeling of that initial rush...grrr... I keep having effing hot flashes and these long sleeves aren't helping. I can't wait until the bruises on my arms are gone so I can COMFORATBLY wear short sleeves. My knees are kinda starting to ache...but for some reason thats just something that happens to me when I'm on subs. Hm, nothing to say, only complaints....
Watching National Lampoons Vegas Vacation...we're at the DAM scene...lol...good stuff...
I've realized at about 5 in the morning ALL programming seems to turn into info-mercials...I actually sat here last night and watched about 45 min. of this electric chopper thing that can prepare meals in under a minute...I considered buying it...ha...
I'm thinking of taking a coulpe seroquel and trying to pass out but I don't know if it will counteract w/ the subs...I'd rather not die while I'm trying to get off the stuff that was sure to kill me...It'd be too Ironic...and my life has an abundance of that as it is...Thats actually the reason I found this site to begin with. I googled 'mixing suboxone and seroquel' and this site came up...but is basically useless to me because I'm too retarded to figure out how to actually use it...
