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What the hell did my friend give me? severe comedown

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slackhands

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On Saturday my so called mate gave me what he said was decent MDMA. Only once we had started rolling did he mumble underneath his breath something about a bad comedown but obviously I laughed this off. Now then i only took a few dabs ( It was pitch black but it can't have been much more than 100mg's) I started to have an amazing time and experienced the intensity of light like never before despite walking through a god damn forest; having done MDMA perhaps 4 times in 2 years from random mates of mates.
However my sense of time after a few hours got incredibly bad and I was just utterly confused at some points walking back through a forest and grassland. Almost 2/3 of the way back (about 5 miles in total) I just came to a dramatic halt in pitch black with a river about 30 yards in front of me. It felt like everything just stopped, including time itself and just felt like ending everything right there. I don't think I said anything to my mate for about 30 seconds to a minute and then just said 'I don't feel right' After about a few minutes I somehow managed to snap out of it but I've never felt so hopeless before. Is this a sign that I should never touch any drugs again? I just feel the risk is too big now.
 
Same thing happened to me when I started my comedown and am on 4th month. Got confused and kept walking back and forth in circles not knowing where I am.
 
ShytK said:
Same thing happened to me when I started my comedown and am on 4th month. Got confused and kept walking back and forth in circles not knowing where I am.
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lol 4 months-you for real? Man I really feel for you. Honestly though I think it's all in your head. You need something to force yourself to be positive. It can seem impossible but as soon as you find it, you'll snap out of it just quick as you got into it. It's fucking crazy how the mind works.
 
Are you still feeling suicidal and shit pal? I would have blasted my fucking brains out if that lasted any longer. I fell pretty much fine now. All my comedowns from md have never lasted along time, in fact most times they're very short and never surprise me... besides this one offcourse.
 
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lol 4 months-you for real? Man I really feel for you. Honestly though I think it's all in your head. You need something to force yourself to be positive. It can seem impossible but as soon as you find it, you'll snap out of it just quick as you got into it. It's fucking crazy how the mind works.
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Yupthat's what I discovered recently and made a lot of progress. But there must be a chemical imbalance as well as things like exercise or porn induce brain fog immediately. Otherwise been much better. No symtoms of depression during the comedown. Just anxiety.

Don't do drugs bro, the few moments of bliss ain't really worth it anyway. You gotta live the remainder 80+ years of your life sober anyway. :)
 
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