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What Song Fits Your Current Mood vs music makes life beautiful

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I'm so in love <3 yesterday we met three years ago (it was literally love at first sight) and this summer we finally got in a relationship and it wasn't planned, but he showed back up at the right time. When I needed him the most. He always was there even with states in between us, but timing wasn't right before....



I Snapchatted the picture I drew of my boyfriend and me to my mom last night. She has yet to meet him (long story, but I am going to Connecticut with him so he can meet my family. I already met his and they accepted me with open arms). She cried tears of joy. Said she is so happy for me because she knew how depressed I was after her ex-husband threw out my entire art portfolio. Then I gave up on art even though I was always an artist and even in the art honor society (plus fine arts was one of my majors in college at first).

My mom was concerned at first, but even then told me she trusted my decision to pick up and move. Now, she really understands and I feel bad for leaving the way I did, but I had to. Also my sister arrived right during this time and she took my mom back home.

My mom needed to leave PA and go back home to CT.... my sister thanked me dearly for being the first one to make the "move" or else we would have never gotten her back home, plus she met my boyfriend and stayed at his place before I left... she is happy I finally did something for myself. She knows how selfless I am and for my sister to say that, well, it meant everything because I felt so guilty (I always put my life on hold for everyone else and forgot my own).

Stayf is finally living her own story
<3
 
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"They won't see
The fire you have lit inside of me
They look up to the stars
And wonder where you might be
They look up without realizing
That they're standing right there in the palm of your hand
I can't explain or understand
I just love you
It's common knowledge
That you've been dead for a while
It's well known that the cross is only a burden
With pains and trials
But then again how come my shoes are so light
How come I can walk for miles
And still just love you

So I think I'll stay
Caught up in a silent prayer
I believe in silence
Our hearts speak the same word
So why don't we just walk along
The shoreline with a silent song
Cause I believe in silence
Our hearts speak the same word

We have to prove
That our love is real over and over again
But let them think what they want
I know it will never end
Because I know where it began
And my heart still pounds twice as fast
Whenever you walk by
Cause I still love you..."


Blindside - Silence

https://youtu.be/NijwUgN82B8
 
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Yoooo hella forgot about Blindside! Good tunes...

Everyday is just a little white lie
Telling myself I'm gettin' by
I just stay in this room and cry
The snow it covers up the ground
And I can't hear a single sound

I'd turn off the TV and go for a drive
But I can't see there's any signs of life
Except a Christmas tree with blinking lights
I coulda made it but I messed around
I'm a loser with a rusted crown
Scared if I jump in the ocean I might drown

King of a One Horse Town
 
[video]https://youtu.be/Dj_d8DlZ-Jo[/video]

every day is a repentance, i've done alot of bad things, working daily to redeem myself even if its only in my eyes.
 
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