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What Song fits your current mood vs Everything's better with a soundtrack

Gotta say Erikmen and zombywoof have some great taste in music, just my opinion!
Gonna respond to you better than this, Asclepius, but I'll just say I agree with the sentiment but it just feels like everyone and everything is holding me down, sometimes it feels like I've fallen into some deep black void.
Gotta listen to more of the music posted here, really finding some things I like that are expanding my musical horizons (but gotta start downloading some albums).



Can't feel the pain that I expected
I still place keys in the ignition
I know what will be
One thought is stopping me from sleeping
I saw the future and it's breeding
I know what will be

Could be your last resort
Like gold against your soul

There are three things that I would die for
But I am sure you're not one of them
I know what will be

Could be your last resort
Like gold against your soul

(whispered:
You think you've got it all wrapped up now
You stumble on so unsuspecting
I know what will be)

I hold your birth control to ransom
The cells divide and grow inside you
I know what will be

I know what will be

I know what will be




So what you waiting for?
So what you waiting for?

I have never compromised
I never gave in and so I
Have welcomed every challenge in my life
And I have never wandered blind
I'm led by hunger, and so I
Savor every drop each minute I'm alive

Leave nothing left behind

So what you waiting for, tell me what you're waiting for
Don't stand by and deny it
So what you waiting for, tell me what you're waiting for
Break new ground and defy it
Don't let the world outside
Leave you cornered and alone
So what you waiting for, tell me what you waiting for
Let them all be reminded

Don't let them undermine
Your dreams can never be stolen
Don't leave them stagnant, rotting on the vine
Say goodbye to anyone who tries
To bleed you dry, you will show them
You're blessed with an unlimited supply

Leave nothing left behind

So what you waiting for, tell me what you're waiting for
Don't stand by and deny it
So what you waiting for, tell me what you're waiting for
Break new ground and defy it
Don't let the world outside
Leave you cornered and alone
So what you waiting for, tell me what you waiting for
Let them all be reminded

(So what you waiting for?)

So what you waiting for, tell me what you're waiting for
Don't stand by and deny it
So what you waiting for, tell me what you're waiting for
Break new ground and defy it
Don't let the world outside
Leave you cornered and alone
So what you waiting for, tell me what you waiting for
Let them all be reminded

So what you waiting for?
So what you waiting for?


The first verse doesn't quite fit my mood and certainly not reality but otherwise it is a fit for how I feel (and you can always improve yourself).
 



Take your own
Sick with fever
And cry out loud
to God
Your sorry own
Will be piled upon me
That I can't see
My God
I've cried for earth
More than once
But rivers still run
With reddest tears
Be lost in me
And I'll never need to ask
Who wants me? Who wants Me?
Be mine tonight. The sight of your light
I'll breathe in you. I'm a fool, just for you
I'm in pain
And I don't know why
Under heavy rain
From darkest skies
We're in pain
The two of us
And I no longer know
Which way to go
Open wide. Let me see
Your bleeding heart cries for me
Look straight up. Look at the sun
This song's for her. Her requiem
Open wide. Let me see
A poisoned soul in agony
Self pity strangles me
I'm lashed by grief
And I'm killing me
Don't fear. My fire is enough
For both of us
 
Rare Bird - Sympathy


Now when you climb into your bed tonight
And when you lock and bolt the door
Just think of those out in the cold and dark
'Cause there's not enough love to go around

And sympathy is what we need my friend
And sympathy is what we need
And sympathy is what we need my friend
'Cause there's not enough love to go around
No, there's not enough love to go around

Now half the world hates the other half
And half the world has all the food
And half the world lies down and quietly starves
'Cause there's not enough love to go around

And sympathy is what we need my friend
And sympathy is what we need
And sympathy is what we need my friend
'Cause there's not enough love to go around
No, there's not enough love to go around
 


(Now is the only thing that's real)

Binge, cringe, cringe, binge, sloppy
Binge, cringe,
(The police used to watch over the people,
Now they're watching the people)
Sloppy, mincing, eyedropping, biopsy.
Cyclops overlooks optic options.
Rotton, showstopper, skinpopper.
Babbler dabbler.
Self confessed criminal.
Tore pen in vain.
Instant, still spellbound.
Game stock, talk back rock.
Reencounter incident.
Subsistance is inexistant.
(Now is the onlt thing that's real)
Non committed, unwitted, oblivious.
Habitual resistor.
Roughed up edge, fluent nudge, pre-collect ignition.
Motivation inexistant.

Wasted views,
That's all they see blue,
Hot blood, guilt, optic nerve.
With the right attitude you will succed, blue.
Self abusive recluse, too late for me.
Make shifting peace unsettling.
Crazy... Doing crazy things.
Keep your eyes open, soft spoken changes nothing.
A view so cruel.
(a few)

Dogs body comatose, torchlight roast.
Disinterest. Disinfect.
Retold, impressed by possession.
Insiders know, refresh, detained contest.
All that is pure, sure tonight, freeze in time.
Shadows climb, distracting override.
Instincts evolve, over and over.
Why can't you see this?

(Do you, don't you want me to make you?
Coming down fast but don't let me brake you.
Only tell me tell me the answer.
You may be a lover but you aint no dancer)

Wasted truth.
Why call it all, blue?
Hot lines.
Eventual decline.
With the right attitude you will succed, blue.
Resent that discontent.
Sidestep.
Define the state of things so far.
Crazy things, soft spoken.. Overide.
With your eyes open, you know soft spoken changes nothing.
A view so cruel.
Nothing.

View so cruel
View so cruel
You so cruel
View so cruel
A view so cruel
A view so cruel
(...So cruel)

Try and take over, over the fringe.
Sloppy, eyesore, rotten, showstopper, skinpopper.
A babbler and dabbler.
Oh, change, change!
Nothing.
Nothing, so, no, nothing.
Go, down.
Go.

(Now is the only thing that's real)
 
Probably too many to list. A few that spring to mind right now...

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit said:
Memories consume, like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused


I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight


Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more, than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused


I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight


I'll paint it on the walls
'cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends


I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit...tonight
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NIN - Only said:
I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(no it doesn't really matter anymore)
No it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore

Yes I am alone, but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself

I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah
And I just made you up to hurt myself

...And it worked.
Yes it did!

There is no you
There is only me
There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me

Only

Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through

Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why, now, now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty
On the inside
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Metallica - Unforgiven II said:
Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's opened if you're true
If you can understand the me, then I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you....

Oh, what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you? (or dub thee Unforgiven)

Oh, what I've felt...
Oh, what I've known...

I take this key (never free...)
And I bury it (never me...) in you
Because you're unforgiven, too...

Never free...
Never me...
'Cause you're unforgiven, too...
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Phil Collins - No Way Out said:
Everywhere I turn I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change the things I've done
Of all the things I hide from you, I cannot hide the shame
And I pray someone or something will come and take away the pain

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
And I can't see another way
And I can't face another day

Tell me where did I go wrong
Everyone I love, they're all gone
I'd do everything so differently
But I can't turn back the time
Now there's no shelter from the storm inside of me

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
And I can't see another way
And I can't face another day
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