What Song fits your current mood vs Everything's better with a soundtrack

^Love. :)

Wishing all TDS'ers the best of luck, wisdom and strength in the same capacity as every day, minute etc...I would, at any given moment other than being hijacked by this nonsense time of year.

Thank krist, this season is over and the societal/economic pressure is over - I personally, like to celebrate the end of x-mas and New Year and all the bullshit pressure and plastic nonsensical, psychological pressure it puts on us.

I am happy and this is the 'war-anthem', to celebrate the toxicity of social bullshit that forgets humanity.

Bullshit be gone!<3 ;) <3

 

Deep down in this river
I'm sure I'd be free.
I know I would shiver
And surely could not see a thing.

But maybe all that matters not
I might even remember what I forgot.
The reason of it and of it all.
The rise and, yes for sure, also the fall.

Let go of me, my friend.
You do not understand.
The pain I'm going through
Is only because... Because of you.

So dark is my light
My demons were so right
To leave me here...
So painful my fight
As every night when I lay down to sleep
I listen to my heart,
Expecting it to stop it's beating.
But every morning sun
Wakes up the sadness in me once again.

You see now how it ends,
I lay it in your hands.
Take care of it my friend,
In case you... Understand...

So dark is my light
My demons were so right
To leave me here...
So painful my fight
As every night when I lay down to sleep
I listen to my heart,
Expecting it to stop it's beating.
But every morning sun
Wakes up the sadness in me once again.





At the end of days, at the end of time
When the sun burns out will any of this matter?
Who will be there to remember who we were?
Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us?

And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong
Who are we to judge what's right and what has purpose for us?
With designs upon ourselves to do no wrong,
Running wild unaware of what might come of us

The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

Without a thought I will see everything eternal
Forget that once we were just dust from heavens far
As we were forged, we shall return perhaps someday
I will remember us and wonder who we were

The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

The sun was born and so it shall die
So only shadows comfort me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
Each day shall end as it begins
And though you're far away from me
I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me
 
@ TD

Yes. This makes sense. Too much sense.
Sometimes you need to add some yang - not to dispel it but to compliment it - if you aren't complimenting it, then you're abusing your faculties - which is under your control - it is in your power and upon your responsibility to honour your feeling by understanding it and complimenting it by balancing it; with the honour of understanding, empathy and kindness - in whatever form it may take. Strength (is difficult to define, despite the stereotypes but dwelling in feelings of vulnerability for prolonged periods is not strength - its manipulation of objective reality into a subjective chasm ( I know what chasms are like and we need to shake the fuck out of them sometimes before they suck us dry)).) is in showing strength and vulnerability in balance - if you are always honouring vulnerability then you are disrespecting strength. <3

*posted a bit of a shit video* for a good song that was unfortunate*



Apologies - shit song as an example - its worked for me, energywise but tbh the content is pretty vapid, in fairness. I apologise. Personally, I use quick fixes to get me out of a funk and any will do but long-term we all need something that means something; something that has soul - passion on it's own can be vapid. Apologies again.

No lyrics. Just musical sentiment. Helped me, as a kid - hope it reaches. <3

 
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I was trying to write something but system went wrong with my Avatar. .
I'll explain you later.Anyways..
Take care!
Erik
 
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Not posting this for anyone on Bluelight unless someone I know is a member.


I ain't gonna eat, I ain't gonna sleep
Ain't gonna breathe, till I see, what I wanna see
And what I wanna see is you go to sleep in the dirt
Permanently, you just being hurt, this ain't gonna work

For me, it just wouldn't be sufficient enough
'Cuz we are just gonna be enemies
As long as we breathe, I don't ever see either of us
Coming to terms, where we can agree

There ain't gonna be no reason speakin' wit' me
You speak on my seed, then me, no speakin' Englais
So we gonna beef and keep on beefin', unless
You're gonna agree to meet with me in the flesh

And settle this face to face and you're gonna see
A demon unleashed in me that you've never seen
And you're gonna see this gangsta pee on himself
I see you D-12 and thanks but me need no help

Me do this one all by my lonely, I don't need fifteen of my homies
When I see you, I'm seeing you, me and you only
We never met but best believe you gon' know me
When I'm this close to see you exposed as phony

Come on, bitch, show me, pick me up, throw me
Lift me up, hold me just like you told me
You was gonna do, that's what I thought, you're pitiful
I'm rid of you, all you, Ja, you'll get it too

So go to sleep bitch
Die, mothafucka, die, time's up
Bitch close ya eyes
(Uh)
Go to sleep, bitch
(What?)
Why are you still alive?
How many times I gotta say, close ya eyes?

And go to sleep bitch
(What?)
Die mothafucka die, motherfucker
(Bi Bi, Bi Bi)
Go to sleep bitch
(What?)
Why are you still alive?
Why die, die mothafucka, ah, ah, ah
Go to sleep bitch

We got you niggaz, nervous on purpose
To hurt your focus, you's not MC's, you's worthless
You's not them G's, you's a circus, you's no appeal, please
You's curtains you use words cool heard slurred in two thousand third

You's purpin', you's no threat, who's ya servin'?
We lyrically oughta bury you beneath the dirt when
You fuck with a label overseein' the Earth
Shady muthafucka, O. Trice's birth

And as I mold, I become a curse
So we can put down the verse, take it to the turf
Cock and squeeze and he who reach the hearse is he who
Depicts fiction in his verse

And as I breathe, and you be deceased
The world believe you deceived just to speak
You's not the streets, you's the deaths

Use not your chest nigga, use a vest
Before two's choose ya rest, you chose death
Six feet deep, nigga, that's the depth


So go to sleep bitch
Die, mothafucka, die, time's up
Bitch close ya eyes
(Uh)
Go to sleep, bitch
(What?)
Why are you still alive?
How many times I gotta say, close ya eyes?

And go to sleep bitch
(What?)
Die mothafucka die, motherfucker
(Bi Bi, Bi Bi)
Go to sleep bitch
(What?)
Why are you still alive?
Why die, die mothafucka, ah, ah, ah
Go to sleep bitch

Hey dog, I'ma walk like a beast, talk like the streets
I'ma stay blazin' New York wit' the heat
Stalk on the beat, walk wit' my feet
Understand my pain, the rain ain't sweet

Peep how I'm moving, peep where I'm going
Shit don't seep, then sleep not knowin'
But I'ma keep growing, getting larger than life
Easy going with the same one that started the fight

He be knowing how dog get, when dog gone bite
Tried to show him the dog shit, it's dog for life
Grand champ, and my Blood Line is tight
'Cuz it's all good, it's all right

Niggas tried to holla, but couldn't holla back
Now they gots to swallow, everything in the sac
Blood Line and we can go track for track
Damn dog, why did you have to do them niggas like that?

So go to sleep bitch
Die, mothafucka, die, time's up
Bitch close ya eyes
(Uh)
Go to sleep, bitch
(What?)
Why are you still alive?
How many times I gotta say, close ya eyes?

And go to sleep bitch
(What?)
Die mothafucka die, motherfucker
(Bi Bi, Bi Bi)
Go to sleep bitch
(What?)
Why are you still alive?
Why die, die mothafucka, ah, ah, ah
Go to sleep bitch

All you motherfuckers, take that
Here, take this too, bitch, uh, uh, uh, uh, wahoo
We're killin' all you motherfuckers dead, all you
Fake ass gangsters, no more press, no more press

Rot, motherfuckers, rot Decay, in the dirt, bitch
(Uh)
In the motherfucking dirt!
Die nameless, bitch, die nameless, no more fame
Ah, ha, ha, ha, ha
Yo X, come on man, Obie, let's go, ha, ha




In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me
Somebody help

I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?
Open wounds

Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams
We had turn into static

Doesn't matter what I do
Nothings gonna change
I'm never good enough

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?

Tell me why you broke me down
And betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in
When will this war end?
When will it end

You can't stop me from falling apart
You can't stop me from falling apart
You can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?

How could you, how could you
How could you, how could you
All I ever wanted to be was you
All you ever gave me were open wounds

Read more: Skillet - Open Wounds Lyrics | MetroLyrics
 
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I was actually there in 2011 with my wife. It ended up being a nice show. Grew up with everyone else hearing them. Clarinet is outstanding.
 
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