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I asked this question in too many of the wrong places. I have tried weed a few times resulting in anxiety and paranoia throughout the time. I tried JWH-018 a few times and the last time I tried it it resulted in panic attacks in the months following the long and scary experience with the chemical. Now I know much about peices of all kinds of drugs but I don't know which one I should do. I am very introverted and nervous around crowds an get really insecure about my mental emotional and physical being. I get horrible grades and am in some way depressed. I always want to try some good drugs but I get scared to do any but need to just do something. I know about a bunch of different chemicals but don't know which I should try. I want a stimulant or psychedelic but I want it to be legal and I want something to give me some mood lift and motivational and confidence boost and may help me study and work out. Should I just not waste my time to even bother asking? I'm just too fickle about what I want to do on my own so I'm just going to ask what other people would think should work well with me.
 
Well, I don't know about a stimulant or a psychedelic that will make you less introverted, because those can make for anxious feeling and an ability to put yourself in situations that you may be uncomfortable in.

But for relaxation and maybe to try marijuana again...
try benzos. Xanax, Valium, Klonopin, Ativan (a little strong for me especially when I smoke, but it still does the trick.)
They will make you relaxed and calm, and even sometimes, for me a little chatty.
Then try smoking some weed while you're on it.
It provides a nice, relaxed high without the paranoia and a fabulous sleep as well.
For somebody who hasn't done benzos, a low dose will do the trick usually.
I've learned to keep my tolerance low by only doing benzos one or two times a week at a low dose.
 
But benzos would kill my memory wouldn't they? I did think about doing Xanax and getting really really really high untill I hallucinated just to see what would happen but I kinda want an early morning wake up to be ready and pumped up for school and studies and all that. I was thinking of trying dimethocaine as a morning wake up because I havnt done coke so I wouldn't feel let down as it for stimulating effects. I really want a clear headed high but one with minimal anxiety. An for a psychedelic I meant anything hallucinogenic really. Mabey dxm if it wouldn't scare me. Should I just get coke? Try purifying it? I'm just afraid of the levamisole most. I mostly just want a life enhancer in a sense.
 
Well, benzos do affect memory. Even at small doses I still get the "huh, oh I only vaguely remember that..." feeling. Which does annoy me sometimes, but I also have high levels of anxiety, and I use benzos to numb those feelings and make me relaxed. So as long as I'm feeling good, I don't mind.

Anyways, I've read up on dimethocaine before, and though it is similar to cocaine, I don't think its really recognized as being very recreational. It doesn't seem to produce the euphoric effects associated with cocaine.

As for coke, I've personally never done it, having high levels of anxiety doesn't exactly make coke look too appealing to me, though I've done some stimulants before. I know that coke has been being cut with levamisole recently, but if you're very worried about it, I suggest you get a test kit, I think dancesafe.org has a new kit out that has a test for that...

Also, I'd say try MDMA, but that is something you can't use daily, obviously. But is it euphoric and life-enhancing? I'd say definitely. But those also have stimulant properties to them, MDMA in and of itself OR if you get a pill thats cut with something. (You should look into buying a test kit if you want to proceed with MDMA...)

DXM, now, I also haven't tried. But I don't think robotripping sounds particularly fun to me haha.

If you want a stimulant kind of high that will help you out with your work and stuff, try Adderall too..
 
Would any entactogen work ok? I read about methylone. Adderall sounds usefull enough. But would I be bouncing around like those little kids I would see when I was little who were perscribed rittalin?
 
hey man, i'm sorry to hear about your depression and anxiety problems, personally i think they're worth sorting out before you go delving too far into the different classes of drugs as many will exacerbate those conditions either while under the influence or coming down from the high.

we don't allow "what drug should i take" threads so i'm going to have to close this. check out the rules in my signature.
 
I don't know you, but from what I've read it doesn't seem like drugs are really doing it for you. A low dose of Klonopin or Xanax shouldn't really mess your memory up too bad, and would take care of any anxiety issues. Stimulants might make you less introverted, but you might get anxious on those as well. As far as legal highs go, I can't think of anything very good, at least that fits the criteria you're looking for.

Maybe getting high just isn't for you? Try a low dose of an opiate perhaps? Codeine, hydrocodone, etc...?
 
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