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^This is exactly the kind of harsh truth we need on these boards, and is the reason I never messed with hard shit. Bluelight is all about raw facts and harm reduction, but the problem is that a lot of its good posters have already justified their addictions subconsciously, before they even start typing replies.

I've had it happen to myself, as well. I deal with moderately severe pain, bad enough to warrant surgery on four of my weight bearing joints, excluding my neck which is plain fucked, and TMD that is getting worse each month, but realized my pain levels have been down so much after being clean from prescribed dosages of opioids, and my anxiety so much lower after tapering off of prescribed dosages of Valium. The brain is a fickle organ, it will trick you in to thinking you need these meds to survive. It takes a few months of suffering through rebound pain and anxiety, and mental PAWS, but most of us would be so much better off without all this crap we put in our bodies.
 
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Whatever I want. And I'm not being facetious, but I can request any medication from my doctor at a drop of hat. What has happened to our generation? It's so sad...
 
^We have become generation RX. We all want some sort of magic pill for our ailments.

We live in a world of "now:" our social media updates are instant, information is delivered to us in an instant manner through TV and internet, we want to pay instantly, check out groceries instantly, drive through tollbooths with automatic payments, etc.

No one wants to stop their high paced lives for a moment and put in the work, as we're all "too busy" now. "Eating right, exercise, physical therapy, positive mindset, introspective self improvement, meditation, and adequate sleep? Fuck that! Who has time for all that? Just gimme a pill."
 
Indeed ^
I can say i am definitely one of those people, without all the RX though. I need to change my life style, too much lounging around.
 
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^Truth

-tramadol
-tilidin
-clonazepam
-diazepam
The muscle relaxant properties and the long half-life of both clonazepam & diazepam are getting to be annoying. I get slurred speech when I take a little more than my usual dose. So I hope he'll give me lormetazepam 2 & bromazepam 12 instead. He's a pretty easy going doctor, but I visited him not that long ago. Hope he won't bust my balls over that. If he does I'll make up some cock-and-ass story about me going to tour america for a month. Lol.
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^bullshit story - great success.
I didn't ask for bromazepam (yet) though, I maybe could've pulled it off but I was happy he prescribed me lormetazepam and 2 bottles of valtran instead of 1. :D
So currently:
60x 2mg lormetazepam
100x 10mg diazepam
2x 60ml valtran
90x 200mg tramadol XR

(Next time I'm getting 100x lormetazepam though, he didn't know there were boxes that contain 50 so he gave me scripts for 2x 30. I didn't wanna "correct" him lol.) Next time I'll tell him I asked at the pharmacy.

I only picked up 1 bottle of valtran after my doctors visit though. I wanted a box of lormetazepam too but didn't know the price for 30x2mg, only 50x2mg. It now appears I have enough. I'd feel kinda silly going back already though. Lol.

edit: went for the lormetazepam anyway. Not gonna test it till tonight though. I'm not gonna up my maintenance dose of 10mg diazepam cause of this. I'll use it recreationally sometimes, and for comedowns. :)
 
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blah blah blah, there are other places to talk about the dangers of prescription drugs. I'm sure people on bluelight especially aren't naive when it comes to the fact that their scripts can/will cause them dependence.

anyway

30mg/day PO methadone
2mg/day PO clonazepam
30mg/day PO amphetamine salts
 
90x30mg morphine sulphate ER
120x10/325mg hydrocodone/apap
100x800mg gabapentin
30x4mg tizanidine
120x500mg sulfasaladine
30x5mg prednisone
prednisolone eye drops
 
1mg Lorazepam
50mg Trazedone
50mg Sertraline
10mg Prozac

Have 50mg vics and 50mg percs left over from surgery.

Wow. I must be messed up in the head to be rx'd all those mind drugs. Oh well.
 
Klonipin, Xanax, Ultram, Adderall XR (newest) are all of the good ones. Trileptal for mood swings/irritablity, and Compazine for agitation/anxiety/irritablity (as a PRN). I have benzos, an opioid, and amphetamines all on the rx, so I am feeling pretty secure considering I have NO connections other than my doctors. Seeing a rheumatologist in a few days for elevated blood levels indicating problems with my Epstein-Barr Virus, perhaps I will have something else to add soon, but I am pretty content as of now. Would like to look into Stadol (butorphanol) for "headaches", while keeping the Ultram script, too. I am thinking because Stadol is only C-IV, the rheumatologist might be more willing to prescribe it, only figure out how to lead her in such a direction without name-dropping. Any other opioid really would be fine, but I wouldn't want to give up my Ultram. It is much more subtle than it once was, but is very nice in its own regard. 100 mg does me very nice.
 
Vyvanse (lysine-dextroamphetamine) 70mg PO AM
Lyrica (pregabalin) 150mg PO BID
Neurontin (gabapentin) 300mg PO TID
Temazepam 30mg PO PM
Hydrocodone + APAP 10/325 PO QID


Currently scripted those goodies amongst other five other unscheduled drugs destined for my toilet. (mis)Diagnosed with rapid-cycling bipolar II as a boy of 8 years after a unsuccessfully coping with a schoolyard bully, EEG+MRI resulted showed partial onset epilepsy as well.


But wait, there's more! Suffered from social anxiety and GAD in the past but kept the label going, but comorbid ADHD may have been what this bipolar diagnosis truly entails. Now, my neurologist also conjectured definite peripheral nerve damage and somehow fibromyalgia despite being a male in my 40s, and throughout my life insomnia has plagued my nights. None of the good stuff is taken as prescribed, to say the least.


I also convinced my neurologist to administer PRN opioids since my flare ups were not being adequately controlled on the pregabalin/gabapentin regimen whatsoever. After finially sticking with compatible doctors, five years of stretching the truth led me to this setup.

Undetectable so far even to the wife; my impact on honest and needy patients is nil. Do I regret every check-up? Hell yes. Even considering pulling out of this bullshit and signing up for rehab. That would come at a loss of my career, and thus isn't a plausible solution.

I know that my acts only serve to make longer the road for others to be adequately treated, and wish that weren't so. The poly-drug addiction and guilt grow with each passing fortnight, it's almost unbearable. Fuck, at least doctor shopping isn't on this list of evils - yet.

Kratom has been added hopefully to displace my opiate dependency - it spans a range much wider than just a 120 10mg hydros each month.
 
Yeah, if we can try and keep our judgements to ourselves.. its not really what this thread is about. Plus, that is just a straight up ass hole statement to make. Yes, people are often way over prescribed, and yes, people abuse their medications, but of all places, this is not one where we condemn people for such behavior, especially when we don't even know them, or whether such statements are even true.
 
Focalin, Dexedrine, and Seroquel. I've been prescribed Ritalin, Adderall, Vyvanse, Provigil, and virtually all other CNS stimulants (aside from Desoxyn) in the past.
 
ErgicMergic said:
^This is exactly the kind of harsh truth we need on these boards, and is the reason I never messed with hard shit. Bluelight is all about raw facts and harm reduction, but the problem is that a lot of its good posters have already justified their addictions subconsciously, before they even start typing replies.

I've had it happen to myself, as well. I deal with moderately severe pain, bad enough to warrant surgery on four of my weight bearing joints, excluding my neck which is plain fucked, and TMD that is getting worse each month, but realized my pain levels have been down so much after being clean from prescribed dosages of opioids, and my anxiety so much lower after tapering off of prescribed dosages of Valium. The brain is a fickle organ, it will trick you in to thinking you need these meds to survive. It takes a few months of suffering through rebound pain and anxiety, and mental PAWS, but most of us would be so much better off without all this crap we put in our bodies.
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EM, just because you dont want to take anymore opiates for your pain, doesnt mean other can just stop. If you can live with pain w/o pain meds, good for you, others cant........

Others eat right & exercise (definitely helps) & do other things to better their health but still need opiates to keep the pain at bay.......
 
I've been on opiates for 20 years for five spinal fusions! started with mophine but now 25 yrs later it is 1oo mcg fentynal 15 @30 days 2 oxycontin 80's a day 4 oxycodone 30 IR a day "so I am a happy camper"
 
Nothing at all. It's crazy, sometimes I get a feeling and I go to open my old stash spot where I kept all my pills and nothing is there. Used to be klonopins, valiums, xanax's, oc's, dilauladids, dexedrines, ect.

What i'm saying is everything was solved by a pill. Now it's just like I gotta deal with it head on. If I did go out and get a script I would be back to my old ways in no time. The thing that's nice about pills is they can really help you when your in a tough spot, but there really a double edged sword. When I was taking tons of pills I felt like I could never go anywhere for to long because I would need my meds. When you dont need pills you have freedom.

It would be nice to have something for the occasional insomnia I get. But it's just not worth the risk of getting hooked again.
 
Lithium Carbonate - 600mg XR daily - No choice but to take unless I wish to be sectioned.
Clonazepam - 2mg daily prn - hardly touch unless I'm desperate for sleep and out of sleepers, downers don't do it for me.
Zopiclone - 7.5mg - Use maybe once a week when looking like crap due to lack of sleep, scared of dependency.
 
Metoperol high blood pressure and panic attacks one daily 50mg
nexium stomach acid, one daily 20mg
cymbalta, pain and panic attacks one daily 60mg
tramadol four daily 50mg each
gabapentin 600mg twice daily
all these work great i've had zero problems, but i have to be careful with the cymablta and tramadol because serotonin syndrome
 
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