BrokenBackJack
Greenlighter
hydromorphone dilaudid
Nothing anymore. Time for a mental breakdown.
Meh gonna see a shrink in a week and a half, I have plenty of benzos to last me till then. There's always dr. shopping, I know one that's easy, but I'd prefer not going down that road again and instead work on my anxiety-problem instead of temporarily patching it up with benzos. I was gonna taper because the doc I went to gave me a last box to taper with, but I'm not going to until I've spoken to the psychiatrist and explained to him the full extent of my anxiety issues and depression.
5mg percocet
10 mg Valium
.5 mg Xanax
150mg Effexor
10mg ambien
2mg dilaudid
10/500 Vicodin
May I ask what happened ? That beautiful tilidine...
I feel like a manipulative basterd dr shopping and glad I haven't had to in a year.
The doctor I got my Rx's from got a checkup for overprescribing, he flat out refused to give me any benzos (or tramadol but that wasn't such a big deal) for his own safety. While I understand him wanting to preserve his job, I also know for a fact that it's perfectly acceptable to our government to not cut these people off completely, and certainly not immediately. A normal doctor would've given me a smaller box of my meds for tapering. Anyway got a new doc now, who doesn't overprescribe.
What I get now:
90x200mg tramadol XR (2/day)
60x12mg bromazepam (1/day)
ps: The tilidine is very rarely prescribed in belgium. People here are very ignorant about opiates, and alot of them just consider all of them "morphine derivates". The tilidine is not very strongly regulated, but docs are usually very very hesitant to prescribe tilidine, but rarely ever do.
Pantoprazole for heartburn
Yea you could say I'm a badass, gotta be careful with that shit