Gilbert wv and recreational but they help me with nervousness sleep deprivation and anxiety honestly but really just wanna find a recreational alternative
Have you tried an online pharmacy? Expensive, but if it's what you need ... Not all online pharmacies carry them so you have to shop around. Also, before you do, somewhere in this mess of information is an article from blue light that warns you away from the more well known con pharmacies.
Alcohol, Phenibut, Baclofen, GHB, Gabapentin, Lyrica, Zolpidem, Zopiclone, Tianeptine, any barbituate or quaalude (lol good luck), any GABAergic drug really.
Barbiturates is probably the best answer but they are inherently more dangerous than benzos so be careful. Also carisoprodol and meprobamate are options.
I have to disagree alcohol is very similar to benzos. They also cause more euphoria. The only thing different is benzos target one receptor. Alcohol is a lot more dirtier. But they have a lot in common. I know that's your opinion and everyone reacts differently but they really do have a lot of simularies.