Ozymandeus
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I am extremely experienced with GABAergics and librium in general. I also have permatolerance to such things from decades of alcoholism, benzo, etc abuse. Not just 7 months ago I was heavily dependent and tolerant to even very potent benzos such as clobromazolam.
I am also experienced with librium, this is probably the 10th time I've been prescribed it over the last 13 odd years.
Something strange happened the other day and I nearly got a damn DUI... from librium.
Last Friday I went to the hospital for alcohol withdrawal. Not that I really needed to, my withdrawals were mild (I've been through much much worse), I went because the outpatient rehab I checked into last week told me to go.
So naturally when I got to the hospital they declined to hospitalize me because it wasn't medically necessary (I agreed and had a sigh of relief-- detoxing in a hospital sucks ass compared to an actual detox center).
Anyways they sent me home with a librium script to taper myself over the weekend at home.
They gave me 50mg that Friday afternoon then sent me home with my taper. I hardly even felt that 50mg, because librium is not a very potent benzo. In fact I have abused it in the past and have taken 300mg which didn't do much. Its not xanax...
Moving on, the next day I started my taper which was 50mg every 8 hours that day.
Here is the strange part. I took it as prescribed. I had taken 100mg by noon. My sister invited me to dinner. I accepted (but only because I am familiar with librium and it has never made me super high to the point where I cant drive), but when I got in my car I noticed I was seriously fucked up. Like not OK to drive type shit, which took me by surprise. When you realize you can't drive while completely disinhibited... thats a sign of how fucking high I was.
I was swerving and nodding while driving. I texted my sister that I was not OK to drive and parked somewhere, thinking she would come find me and we would walk the rest of the way....
Immediately after texting her I was parked I blacked out and fell asleep with the car running (I was safely parked in a parking space)
An hour later I am woken up by two police knocking on my windows. Fuck..... I am getting a DUI for sure I thought.
I thought there was no use lying, I knew that would just make the situation worse. The cops asked me if I took anything, and I was honest. Told them I just got out of detox, and I took librium, clonidine and gabapentin.
By some miracle they let me go walk home instead of arresting me. I was flabbergasted by that luck. Remember kids, never lie to cops when they are scanning you for lies like that...
I DO NOT CONDONE INTOXICATED DRIVING, MY STORY SHOULD EXPLAIN WHY.
I am honestly confused. At this point of my taper I should only have 1 pill left, but I have 5, and I am STILL fucked up. I LITERALLY SLEPT ALL DAY SUNDAY AND DIDN'T EVEN TAKE THE 100MG I WAS SUPPOSED TO TODAY BECAUSE I AM STILL FUCKED UP.
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What would cause such a profound potentiation of chlordiazepoxide?
The only other medications or drugs I have been taking are:
100ug clonidine x2 per day (tolerant, been taking for 6 months)
600mg gabapentin per day (also tolerant)
8mg suboxone per day (highly tolerant, been taking for years)
I recently stopped fakinf Acamprosate
Thats it. I don't take any supplements other than DLPA, but I doubt that would interact.
I am in rehab and not taking any drugs.
I am totally bewildered. It felt like I took a large dose of diclazepam or some shit. It was crazy. Librium is not that strong of a benzo.
Anyone care to speculate? I did injure my liver last month during my relapse, but I have had 2 blood tests since and all of my numbers are perfect.
I know librium has a complex metabolism, but its mostly CYP 3a4. I am not taking any inhibitors to my knowledge, other than racemic nicotine which I know (S) nicotine is a mild 3a4 inhibitor... I wonder if (R) nicotine is the culprit. It has interacted with other things for me such as kratom alkaloids.
To me it felt like my body was not metabolizing it, so it built up in my system to absurd amounts??? I am still very high on it and haven't taken any in over 24hr
One of the strangest drug experiences I've ever had.
I am extremely experienced with GABAergics and librium in general. I also have permatolerance to such things from decades of alcoholism, benzo, etc abuse. Not just 7 months ago I was heavily dependent and tolerant to even very potent benzos such as clobromazolam.
I am also experienced with librium, this is probably the 10th time I've been prescribed it over the last 13 odd years.
Something strange happened the other day and I nearly got a damn DUI... from librium.
Last Friday I went to the hospital for alcohol withdrawal. Not that I really needed to, my withdrawals were mild (I've been through much much worse), I went because the outpatient rehab I checked into last week told me to go.
So naturally when I got to the hospital they declined to hospitalize me because it wasn't medically necessary (I agreed and had a sigh of relief-- detoxing in a hospital sucks ass compared to an actual detox center).
Anyways they sent me home with a librium script to taper myself over the weekend at home.
They gave me 50mg that Friday afternoon then sent me home with my taper. I hardly even felt that 50mg, because librium is not a very potent benzo. In fact I have abused it in the past and have taken 300mg which didn't do much. Its not xanax...
Moving on, the next day I started my taper which was 50mg every 8 hours that day.
Here is the strange part. I took it as prescribed. I had taken 100mg by noon. My sister invited me to dinner. I accepted (but only because I am familiar with librium and it has never made me super high to the point where I cant drive), but when I got in my car I noticed I was seriously fucked up. Like not OK to drive type shit, which took me by surprise. When you realize you can't drive while completely disinhibited... thats a sign of how fucking high I was.
I was swerving and nodding while driving. I texted my sister that I was not OK to drive and parked somewhere, thinking she would come find me and we would walk the rest of the way....
Immediately after texting her I was parked I blacked out and fell asleep with the car running (I was safely parked in a parking space)
An hour later I am woken up by two police knocking on my windows. Fuck..... I am getting a DUI for sure I thought.
I thought there was no use lying, I knew that would just make the situation worse. The cops asked me if I took anything, and I was honest. Told them I just got out of detox, and I took librium, clonidine and gabapentin.
By some miracle they let me go walk home instead of arresting me. I was flabbergasted by that luck. Remember kids, never lie to cops when they are scanning you for lies like that...
I DO NOT CONDONE INTOXICATED DRIVING, MY STORY SHOULD EXPLAIN WHY.
I am honestly confused. At this point of my taper I should only have 1 pill left, but I have 5, and I am STILL fucked up. I LITERALLY SLEPT ALL DAY SUNDAY AND DIDN'T EVEN TAKE THE 100MG I WAS SUPPOSED TO TODAY BECAUSE I AM STILL FUCKED UP.
############
What would cause such a profound potentiation of chlordiazepoxide?
The only other medications or drugs I have been taking are:
100ug clonidine x2 per day (tolerant, been taking for 6 months)
600mg gabapentin per day (also tolerant)
8mg suboxone per day (highly tolerant, been taking for years)
I recently stopped fakinf Acamprosate
Thats it. I don't take any supplements other than DLPA, but I doubt that would interact.
I am in rehab and not taking any drugs.
I am totally bewildered. It felt like I took a large dose of diclazepam or some shit. It was crazy. Librium is not that strong of a benzo.
Anyone care to speculate? I did injure my liver last month during my relapse, but I have had 2 blood tests since and all of my numbers are perfect.
I know librium has a complex metabolism, but its mostly CYP 3a4. I am not taking any inhibitors to my knowledge, other than racemic nicotine which I know (S) nicotine is a mild 3a4 inhibitor... I wonder if (R) nicotine is the culprit. It has interacted with other things for me such as kratom alkaloids.
To me it felt like my body was not metabolizing it, so it built up in my system to absurd amounts??? I am still very high on it and haven't taken any in over 24hr
One of the strangest drug experiences I've ever had.
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