Obviously, back then, the pill that did not "do it" could have just been weak/bunk, but maybe some of it was MehDMA even then. Who know
Note- I typed this post out late last night in a hash, but hit my touchscreen and lost the post (?).
So I gave up and have posted elsewhere today day and was catching up here when I discovered this unfinished post from last night.
So what the heck here it is only because they have been some additional comments on on the having been around for quite some time.
"Yes I can relate to this, I did comment on this a way back, how I came across a lot of pretty useless pills amongsth the good.
And how we never really put any thought into what made them different and so rubbish in comparison. I always assumed that it was not related much to dose, and I still hold by that on reflection and in hindsight I'm pretty sure of it actually.
They just appeared to be a different drug and an absolutely shit one in comparison.
This also became much more common from about 2002 onwards. So many batches going round my university town which were just useless and didn't get any of the euphoria for Magical experience MDMA just a cheap thrills and barely that for a shity come down and total dissatisfaction.
And at the same time with luck we woyld be picking up some of the very best presses you could want, and experiencing the full magic of MDMA when a day before or afterwards we could completely fail to get anywhere close to that with the the inferior product.
So there was arguable some form of MEHDMA going around for quite a long time before the real problems and drought became apparent after 2005. There was simply no magic in those pills, but always there with the good.
Once again I absolutely have to reject the loss of magic argument continually put forward here and everywhere, to account for the variation."
Okay, rounding off now from last night...
We never knew anything of MEHDMA back then. If I'm totally honest and I always am, we didn't know much about any of the drugs we took we just knew that somewhere absolutely amazing and some were not worth even taking.
Like many batches of ecstasy pills I came across I would not be interested in 1 million on my desert island retreat.
But give me 1000 each of those particular: Smileys, Limes, Snowballs, Elephants, Doves, Mitzis etc etc.
So many different batches of amazing top quality MDMA pills and at the same time so many I came across which I just would have no interest in consuming or taking with me to Utopia whatsoever.
In these cases quantity could simply never make up for quality absolutely no way.
And the magic was always there to be had with the legit pills but completely lacking with the inferior but we never really gave it any thought we just accepted something was either good or not and did our best to source the best product.
But there was plenty of the real MDMA around always up to a certain point so the distinction was clear and I guess nobody really asked too many questions.
So was that MEHDMA as it is known and experienced now? I think the only actual point I was inadvertently making was with regard to the Magic, alongside no magic at all, according to batch, regardless of tolerance, age, usage etc.