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DeadbeatTM

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Hello fellow drug people! :)

I've been thinking about getting my hands on pills, I can easily get my hands on oxycontin, percocets, and vicoden. However, I have no idea what the high would be like.

I have one friend that tried Oxys before and she said she just felt like she was sinking into the couch and someone could deck her and she wouldn't feel a thing. Is this all it's really good for?

Why I ask is if I'm gonna pose a risk of doing it regularly I want it to be worth it. I've heard that with heroin you can get lucid dreams, is this similar to Oxys?

Thanks for whatever help you can offer!
 
Oxy is similar to h. If they're OC oxy, they're better than h. If they're OP, then don't even waste your time or money. But they're slightly sedating, depending on how much you do... and give you that warm honey feel. Amazing.
 
Hmm.. with that said it sounds a lot more intriguing. What would you suggest as a reasonable dose for a first-timer?

(I'm about 6' 165lbs)

I also have an abnormal tolerance to most drugs, if this means anything?
 
yay. said:
Oxy is similar to h. If they're OC oxy, they're better than h. If they're OP, then don't even waste your time or money. But they're slightly sedating, depending on how much you do... and give you that warm honey feel. Amazing.
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OxyContin is more of a stimulating opiate and I wouldn't say its better than H, not at all (but that's subjective depending on the individual). Also, the OP's are still good, just not if you don't like the sustained release effects. I'd still gladly take them. They aren't worthless.

You don't get much of a nod from oxycodone, not like you would with one of the more sedating opiates. Oxycodone is one of the most stimulating opiates. It feels great and nothing matters when your on it. You feel like nothing can hurt you, mentally and physically. An amazing warmth takes over your body. The feeling is so good.
 
DeadbeatTM said:
Hmm.. with that said it sounds a lot more intriguing. What would you suggest as a reasonable dose for a first-timer?

(I'm about 6' 165lbs)

I also have an abnormal tolerance to most drugs, if this means anything?
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Still you don't have a tolerance to opiates. Take 10mg oxycodone just to test the waters. H just stay away from if you've never done opiates.
 
DeadbeatTM said:
Why I ask is if I'm gonna pose a risk of doing it regularly I want it to be worth it.
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IT is NEVER, NEVER worth it. everything you get you have to pay back double.

All the euphoria, escape, beautiful nods and dreams all get given back the minute you can't cop and start getting sick.

I can't put it any better than Jim Carroll:
First, it's a Saturday night thing when you feel cool like a gangster or a rockstar- just something to kill the boredom, you know? They call it a chippie, a small habit. It feels so good, you start doing it on Tuesdays... then Thursdays... then it's got you. Every wise ass punk on the block says it won't happen to them, but it does.
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That said, for a beginner, start with 10mg of oxycodone or hydrocodone, more like 5mg of heroin, hydromorphone, or oxymorphone.
Don't take any other CNS depressant (including alcohol) until you have a couple experiences and know your way around these drugs.
 
Yes, 10 mg oxycodone immediate release (like in Percocet, or Roxicodone) is perfect for a first timer, as is 15 mg hydrocodone (like in Vicodin, Lortab, Norco etc.). Don't use any other drugs with it, and have a good time. The opiate experience can be somewhat subtle for some, but is absolutely fabulous. You feel so good, warm (mentally and physically), relaxed, content. You will be numb to your fears, and all of your worries will go away. It is truly blissful. Everything in the world becomes okay, acceptable. Often I don't realize just how good they are until their effects wear off, just let the effects embrace you. I love opiates, truly. This goes for pretty much all opiates, but hydrocodone like in Vicodin, is often reported as being more sedating, and oxycodone is more stimulating. I agree that oxycodone is one of the most stimulating, if you want it to be. Do either opiate in a comfortbale envirmoment, where you can do what you feel. There could be some nausea, if there is just lie down, that should take care of it.

Be careful with how frequently you use. Opiates are extremely addictive. That could be said for a lot of drugs, and is true for a lot, but opiates just hook you in a different way. So you are warned. Seriously, extremely addictive.
 
While opiates are extremely pleasurable for most, one must keep in mind that there are numerous negative effects that mirror that long list of positives. I love them, but I hate them. It has become a very evil controlling marriage with hundreds of divorces/re-engagements.
 
I recommend climbing the opiate ladder if you havent tried opiates yet. Why screw up your tolerance. Start with vicodin for a few months, then move on to percs for a few months & then on to oxys.
 
Chasing the initial euphoria you get when you are first starting out with opiates is what gets your in trouble. This is what raises your tolerance ; you have to take more and more to get the same effect. Then the magic wears off.

Ideally you want to find the lowest dose that keeps your happy, and stick with that. Not every day obviously. Opiates are a tricky beast and most get sucked in, and don't realize until it is too late. Once you feel those withdrawals for the first time, for many it is too late.

Not trying to be a buzzkill or anything, but realistically opiates can become a dangerous game, real quick. Coming from a former junky, I thought it wouldn't happen to me. But sure enough, it did. Along with basically every other junky I know.
 
When a decent supply comes around, I have pretty much reasoned that opiate addiction will become a part of my life. I don't want to be addicted to opiates, obviously, but I am no dumby, opiates are super-addictive, and with me, well I don't have much self-control when it comes to them. Really, I have not had enough time with opiates to develop an addiction, but love them so, and will not refrain from doing them. I love them too much. Both my parents were opiate addicts, and as much as I hope I won't become one, I love opiates too much. I reason with myself that I will control my use if a decent supply were to come along, but I don't know if I could.
 
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When a decent supply comes around, I have pretty much reasoned that opiate addiction will become a part of my life. I don't want to be addicted to opiates, obviously, but I am no dumby, opiates are super-addictive, and with me, well I don't have much self-control when it comes to them. Really, I have not had enough time with opiates to develop an addiction, but love them so, and will not refrain from doing them. I love them too much. Both my parents were opiate addicts, and as much as I hope I won't become one, I love opiates too much. I reason with myself that I will control my use if a decent supply were to come along, but I don't know if I could.
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Sure, if you just give in now, then there is no doubt addiction will be your destiny. The thing is, opiate addiction can be overcome. If you have the opportunity to take the steps to avoid it at this point in your life, I would take it. Just because your parents were addicts, isn't an automatic death sentence. Believe me, man, I understand exactly where you are coming from. It is always easier to just give in and succumb to the 'inevitable'.

Opiate addiction is not fun, it is not glamorous. You should know this, after witnessing your parents go through it. You CAN overcome it, if you want.

Stick to taking them every once in a while, or avoid them if you can. I know how they seem to fill a void in your life, butbelieve me down the road, that void will be there, but 10 times bigger, and noamount of opiates can fill it.

Sorry for rambling, im a bit out of my head right now. Probably make no sense, but I just don't want you to become a willing casualty of the opiate war.

You have the advantage, at this point, that you are smart enough to recognize that opiates can, and will be a problem. That is the first step. Next is finding a better way to fillt hat void than just munching opiates.
 
I love opiates too much to pass them up if they come around. Now, luckily or unluckily, they aren't coming around now, but when they do I won't be able to pass them up. I know anyone can overcome addiction, so my goal would be to use occassionally, keeping opiates something special. Opiate addiction is not glamorous, I know. I don't want to be an addict, but I shouldn't delude myself into thinking I don't have a good chance of becoming one. I appreciate your concern, honestly, and understand all of it, but opiates are just too good. I still will try to keep my use every once in a while, it is now, but that isn't my choice, just the way it is. Like I said, I want opiates to stay special.
 
Yeah bro I know exactly how you feel. Like you said, if you can keep them an occasional thing, a special treat every now and then, you'll be alright.
 
Alex im with you man i think were lucky ha

I cannot ever pass up opiates either but luckly i dont have a straight connect all the time but when they come around i hop on that shit haha

When oxy was around and 80s were 40 bucks and i had a steady income man those were good times ha no but really i definately saw the addiction potential i was using quite often

I prolly use opiates about 10 days out of the month justtt perfecttt
 
It feels like...

There is a terrorist inside your head holding a gun to your brain telling you to ignore all common sense and go score more pills..... just this last time of course.....and hurry up, make that terrorist go away!

No, that's not till after you've learned to love the pills more than life itself. At first they just feel like everything is perfect, you'll want to call long lost relatives just to tell them how much you appreciate them. When that telemarketer interrupts your call you'll understand and tell him how much you appreciate his kindness and dedication to his work. You suggest meeting him for a drink before you hang up. By the way you just hung up on your long lost relatives.

Then you may turn on the tv and sit down and notice that it's just as pleasant to look at the wall, in fact you'll be amazed at just how beautiful that wall really is! all this time and you never noticed the beauty of that wall! Such a gorgeous wall, you may start to think of ways to thank the gentlemen who were so kind to build that wall just for you!

You'll begin to feel nice and warm inside, kind of like your couch just turned into a jacuzzi, then you'll notice an orgasmic type feeling flowing through every cell in your being.....bliss... this is the best ever you think to yourself!

Your eyes begin to close... you may briefly feel like that flowerbed outside your window is not unlike the inner workings of your soul... and that Jupiter is probably only a couple blocks away and you should visit it sometime, then maybe Mars too... it would be nice to visit the planets you think to yourself while wondering what kind of shoes you'd wear on the journey... you laugh at the silly Astronauts in their ridiculous suits.... your dog may lick you on the face as you think of how nice it is to be thinking of flowers and planets and space travel while your dog licks you as you drift off into a dream....

At this point you may close your eyes and see images of pink gnomes holding golf clubs drift by being chased by cats and then maybe you'll see that telemarketer float on by with those long lost relatives of yours...(who are quite angry by the way... you did hang up without even saying goodbye.)

Then you may wake up a bit, briefly thinking those were some odd images in your head... you become fully engrossed in stacking magazines on the coffee table in just the right pattern. You finally pick up some annoying pieces of lint that were on your carpet and had been annoying you for weeks... then drop them back on the carpet.

Uh Oh... it's starting to wear off, but it's alright you still have more...

What?

No more?

Well this can't be....

nose running? feeling chilly... or hot... or chilly..... why are you crying? nauseous? you better run to the bathroom, your housemates won't appreciate all that mess on the couch... what, you're depressed?

But you just need some more pills, it's all so simple, really it is...

Oh but you're out of money?

This is when that terrorist shows up in your head with the gun aimed at your brain...

Oh Look! A twenty dollar bill you didn't even see...

Feel better already don't you?

Well you better hurry up and get some more..... wait..... your dealer's out of vicodin, percocet, oxycontin... Oh but he might be able to get some later....

It's three hours later and you're drenched in sweat, wanna kill yourself, and have no body fluids left to expel? Yep, your body hold more water and shit than you ever thought possible huh? Better run back to the toilet!

Oh shit, your girlfriend left you.... even after you told her about how she was your soul mate, just like the flowerbed outside your window?

Ouch!

The thorns on those roses are sharper than you thought huh?

Your friend just called to say your only connection just got arrested? WTF?


3 days later and you're almost feeling normal, just got paid, and guess who has a great deal on a bunch of Oxy! Is your dealer God or is God your dealer? Such timing he has you think to yourself, you just got paid and got over that horrible flu! You certainly deserve some relief!

All that pain and suffering you endured suddenly slips from your memory and all you can think of is that blissful perfect feeling you had a few days prior.... and you're already on your way to meet your dealer. You really know how to take advantage of opportunity, you are on your way in this life, movin' on up!

Just one more time though...

And you won't get hooked this time?

Of course not!

Really..




It's something like that.
 
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