Carl Landrover
Bluelighter
I think I'm nearing the end, but I'm not sure how much longer this is going to last.
I'm coming up on 96 hours since I did any oxy and 70 hours since I did any heroin. I did a cotton shot last night, which probably set me back a bit, but I'm not sure. I did take extremely small amounts of sub as well. Maybe .4mg in the last 4 days, around .2mg about 36 hours ago. So sub never got built up in my system and my WD should be more from abusing oxycodone and heroin, especially since the small amount of sub never was substantial enough to get me out of WDs. It just made them briefly easier to tolerate.
I'm getting the WD waves now. It almost reminds of the waves that you get sometimes when tripping (like on mushrooms for example). On shrooms I'll go through points where I'm really tripping hard, then I think I'm sobering up, but then shortly after I'll be noticeably tripping hard. Same thing with WDs now. I'll be getting hot skin + chills (which is a terrible combination), goosebumps, stomach cramps, sweats, etc. but then it'll calm down for a while, only to sneak up on me again.
I'm now experiencing a calm, which is why I'm typing something and not miserably staring at nothing while sitting there with a blanket wrapped around me.
I'm coming up on 96 hours since I did any oxy and 70 hours since I did any heroin. I did a cotton shot last night, which probably set me back a bit, but I'm not sure. I did take extremely small amounts of sub as well. Maybe .4mg in the last 4 days, around .2mg about 36 hours ago. So sub never got built up in my system and my WD should be more from abusing oxycodone and heroin, especially since the small amount of sub never was substantial enough to get me out of WDs. It just made them briefly easier to tolerate.
I'm getting the WD waves now. It almost reminds of the waves that you get sometimes when tripping (like on mushrooms for example). On shrooms I'll go through points where I'm really tripping hard, then I think I'm sobering up, but then shortly after I'll be noticeably tripping hard. Same thing with WDs now. I'll be getting hot skin + chills (which is a terrible combination), goosebumps, stomach cramps, sweats, etc. but then it'll calm down for a while, only to sneak up on me again.
I'm now experiencing a calm, which is why I'm typing something and not miserably staring at nothing while sitting there with a blanket wrapped around me.