Fairy of the Flowers
Greenlighter
Downer pills, pain pills, anything to try and escape my own head, to take away anxiety and have some sort of relief from the fucking boredom and overthinking of my anxiety disorder and depression, I have stopped benzos and K and just take co codamol now but I'm probably going to be dragged back into other stuff if my mood don't improve, been on and off pills for years can't seem to stop them for long, addiction is in me from the first time I tried heroin I loved downers, stopped that 20 years ago but in the last 5 years took pills mainly
The UK is shit for trying to get anything decent, I can't get oxy anymore probably a good idea as I'd be on that, the morphine I can get is extended release and crap even if you crush up the balls, i don't like tramadol anymore, the SNRI qualitys of that was horrible the last time I took it, fuck that lol, I don't want downers that act like uppers, I'm so wanting something to take that I'm going to order subutex, just one 8mg pill I can cut into about 6 bits so for me it's not a certain drug, just opioids in general, my brain trying to grasp anything it can thats like heroin but not heroin lol
The UK is shit for trying to get anything decent, I can't get oxy anymore probably a good idea as I'd be on that, the morphine I can get is extended release and crap even if you crush up the balls, i don't like tramadol anymore, the SNRI qualitys of that was horrible the last time I took it, fuck that lol, I don't want downers that act like uppers, I'm so wanting something to take that I'm going to order subutex, just one 8mg pill I can cut into about 6 bits so for me it's not a certain drug, just opioids in general, my brain trying to grasp anything it can thats like heroin but not heroin lol