Elkat13
Bluelighter
I haven't been able to successfully quit either,but I feel that cigarettes would be tougher to quit than dope.
Say what?
You mean from going from dopesick to well?
No, I mean I just love being dopesick. Why you don't?
Same here.
Ive read that heroin users are always chasing their first high, this never happened to me. The best feelings I ever got from heroin was while I was extremely dopesick. (I mean how in 10 seconds you go from freezing cold, runny nose, close to shitting self, near panic, to All warm, no worries etc)
(sorry im new..)
The only 'first high' I have always tried to reproduce was with lsd. I had my best trip ever the first time I took it(16 years ago), everytime I have taken it since I was hopeful it would be as good, or better, but its never been close. So in a way this was the most addictive substance I ever took.

That's pretty much the definition of addictive behavior buddy. Continuing to use the substance of choice, with complete disregard of what the consequences are. Albeit physical, financial, emotion and harm to the people around you that you care most for. Doesn't matter what the substance is. I tried repeatedly for years to stop heroin on my own but when I decided to go into rehab', it was SO much easier. I must have really pissed off the people in there because I hardly got any major withdrawals (okay, it wasn't hugs and puppys), but compared to what it had been like before, it was so much easier. It made me realise just how much of the psychological symptoms manifest physically. Anyone who'd had a physical addictions knows that when you have the drugs in your hands, or are waiting for them. You're physical symptoms get worse. Just being taken away from that environment was an intricate part of my opiate recovery. I know live back where I used to use drugs before. people often ask how I can do it. I just simply reply that there are drugs everywhere in the world, so there's no where that I can go to avoid them. I may as well be around my friends and family, who I am incredibly blessed to support my recovery. Unfortunately, I jumped out of the frying pan and into the fire. I'm now Benzo' dependent, Doh!!!

Oxymorphone, hands down. An opana smoked off of foil. Literally spent all the cash I had on me in about a couple months (I had a LOT of cash, that was blown off for this fix, and till this day I still think to myself, "Huh? Why.."). It has to be the most addictive substance I used EVER, more than a p-dog or the piece ever will. However when I overdosed one night and wound up in the hospital with Narcan pumping through my veins and after those withdrawals, I haven't touched it since. I always wonder about the feeling though... You know when you know that one feeling that you get as soon as you get your fix and just by thinking about it, it amps you up? Idk if that's even makin sense ive been up two days its sleep time
The rush of injecting heroin the first time.
I was into ecstasy at one point; but hated the comedowns.