theanxious
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I lost my doctor for a year and a half and couldn't get my prescribed clonazapam. After suffering worse day by day for the year I finally broke and found a quite well known clearnet source. It was great at first although always felt very weak. I primarily stuck with their bromazolam. Anyways I finally got back into a new doctor starting at the end of this week and an grateful because I have grown more and more unsatisfied with quality of this vendor. I'm not sure what the rules state about sharing vendor names and such.
The pellets are of a good quality and do have something in them. I feel like they are quite underdosed though, considering after a year and half completely off every thing, it probably should not take 8 "2mg pellets" before curbing my anxiety. Let's just say it became an insane expensive to keep up and i tried multiple other chemicals they had without much more success. I didn't want to go the back web channels especially since the main market apparently went down and hasnt truly found a successor. So I'm hoping and praying this appointment goes the way I'm need it to go because I lived in a literal hell the last year and a half. I wish it were just an addiction but without these medications I survive in a constant panic attack and that spikes into something physical and unbearable when I'm forced into public scenarios and or uncomfortable situations which is why getting the weak medecine was the push it took to get me back to a doctor who based on prior interactions will give me the help I need. I literally couldn't gather the courage to go to the doctor have to face or even call and try to get in.
I've been thinking though, are all of these things illegal now? I know they completely banned the big 3 a few years ago as I really enjoyed relief through clonazolam and Etizolam occasionally before I got my first doctor.
Okay again to ease my worries, please tell me there is a reputatble vendor out there so that if this for whatever reason things doesn't go my way at this visit because I cannot afford to pay forb or take the amount im taking and I'm pretty positive it's not allowed to source here anymore than the groups in reddit and everywhere there is sourcing its all scammers. I know other than my vendor there are at least a few more domewhat legitimate ones I just have no clue who they are, one group I was on allowed abbreviated initials so people could give reviews. I honestly think the one I finally figured out is losing their way as they also now have an off site list which is straight up controlled substances and they're legitimate automated email system tells you to ask for the illegal list so it's not like they've truly separated their businesses.
So is buying bromazolam and other currently available rc benzo still more or less a legal gray area?
An I stuck with the RÇ vendor if my doctor fails me or do I need to do my homework and figure out why I am the one person who can't figure out where to find these vendors lol.
I mean years ago I was getting clonazolam off eBay and Amazon, one as a coin cleaning solution and one as a vinyl record cleaner. I've scoured both sites searching ambiguous terms the last month and can't find anything, but years ago accidentally stumbled onto the best solution clonaz I ever had on Amazon one day just goofing off.
So yes what is the legality of receiving bromazolam in the mail? It doesn't feel all that illegal but it shouldn't be illegal to begin with. The more they other these things the more dangerous street drugs become. If the just decriminalized it print would quit drying I from bunk drugs and fentanyl and they wouldn't wind up in prison over something stupid like possession. Seems to be them 'protecting" us is what is ruining lives.
Anyhow I'm really just here to chat a bit, vent a bit, and talk to some understanding folks who may actually understand a bit about this stuff since it's not super common knowledge.
Happy to make friends and chat in the thread or in private just keep everything between the lines as I haven't been in this site in years and would like to avoid breaking the rules day one.
The pellets are of a good quality and do have something in them. I feel like they are quite underdosed though, considering after a year and half completely off every thing, it probably should not take 8 "2mg pellets" before curbing my anxiety. Let's just say it became an insane expensive to keep up and i tried multiple other chemicals they had without much more success. I didn't want to go the back web channels especially since the main market apparently went down and hasnt truly found a successor. So I'm hoping and praying this appointment goes the way I'm need it to go because I lived in a literal hell the last year and a half. I wish it were just an addiction but without these medications I survive in a constant panic attack and that spikes into something physical and unbearable when I'm forced into public scenarios and or uncomfortable situations which is why getting the weak medecine was the push it took to get me back to a doctor who based on prior interactions will give me the help I need. I literally couldn't gather the courage to go to the doctor have to face or even call and try to get in.
I've been thinking though, are all of these things illegal now? I know they completely banned the big 3 a few years ago as I really enjoyed relief through clonazolam and Etizolam occasionally before I got my first doctor.
Okay again to ease my worries, please tell me there is a reputatble vendor out there so that if this for whatever reason things doesn't go my way at this visit because I cannot afford to pay forb or take the amount im taking and I'm pretty positive it's not allowed to source here anymore than the groups in reddit and everywhere there is sourcing its all scammers. I know other than my vendor there are at least a few more domewhat legitimate ones I just have no clue who they are, one group I was on allowed abbreviated initials so people could give reviews. I honestly think the one I finally figured out is losing their way as they also now have an off site list which is straight up controlled substances and they're legitimate automated email system tells you to ask for the illegal list so it's not like they've truly separated their businesses.
So is buying bromazolam and other currently available rc benzo still more or less a legal gray area?
An I stuck with the RÇ vendor if my doctor fails me or do I need to do my homework and figure out why I am the one person who can't figure out where to find these vendors lol.
I mean years ago I was getting clonazolam off eBay and Amazon, one as a coin cleaning solution and one as a vinyl record cleaner. I've scoured both sites searching ambiguous terms the last month and can't find anything, but years ago accidentally stumbled onto the best solution clonaz I ever had on Amazon one day just goofing off.
So yes what is the legality of receiving bromazolam in the mail? It doesn't feel all that illegal but it shouldn't be illegal to begin with. The more they other these things the more dangerous street drugs become. If the just decriminalized it print would quit drying I from bunk drugs and fentanyl and they wouldn't wind up in prison over something stupid like possession. Seems to be them 'protecting" us is what is ruining lives.
Anyhow I'm really just here to chat a bit, vent a bit, and talk to some understanding folks who may actually understand a bit about this stuff since it's not super common knowledge.
Happy to make friends and chat in the thread or in private just keep everything between the lines as I haven't been in this site in years and would like to avoid breaking the rules day one.
don't listen to me, I'm not in the usa, I only know the laws from a couple of states and those are pretty much blanket bans anyways. Brave search compiles results so shit sometimes it confuses the fuck out of me, I just tried searching again and it called ketamine and carisoprodol benzo's, so no, you're right and I'm wrong. 