what is it?

[the other side]

do you ever get that feeling?
that knot in your stomach
knowing something is not right
but what is it?
is it a loss of love?
a change of pace in life?
regret?
dissappointment
discouragement
helplessness
void
emptiness?
what is it?
i've got it, but i cant shake it
i must know it
but i wont realize it
until its too late
until it has eaten away at my being
without you here
its different
is that it?
with someone else here
its different
is that it?
i dont know what to think
which way to go
what to do
first of all
i must let go
secondly
i must take a look at myself
finally
i must go with what i feel
but what is that?
i dont feel anything at all...
am i nothing?
i think so
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can you see through it all? can you see... me?

 

[fizzygirl]

i can really identify with this right now...sometimes it seems like my life is not really mine to live, that i know there are choices that i can make, but that many of the important ones are left in hands of others...
so i just let things go on until i feel as if none of it actually depends on me, and i am just floating along, kind of observing my life, instead of living it. i take chances that i know i shouldn't, and i avoid the ones that i probably would benefit from...
sorry for all the rambling, just wanted to say..i really like this..

 

[Angelight]

i really thought this was great...seriously..
I can relate to this in so many ways...i am not even sure what to say right now, cause this hit home for alot of the things floating along in my head these days. But all in all...thankyou...great job.
ange