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Ok. I have withdrawal symptoms.
History:
Hydrocodone 10mg X 4 tabs for months until July.
Soma 350mg X approximate 3 tabs for months until July.
After July switched Dr. And received Hydrocodone 10mg X 3 a day
And other muscle relaxer I never took. No real WD symptoms. More annoyance at the decrease of Hydrocodone.
Two months ago Hydrocodone no longer worked. Still had pain. I was at a level 5 daily.
So I switched to Tylenol 4 which is 60mg codeine 3 tab a day and Valium 5mg once a day.
First few days of switch, I felt the euphoria but not an increase in pain effect.
Then I was ok. It worked and still had euphoria, sleepiness, and relaxation.
The way I took it; 1 tab in morning and the rest of the two I took in 1/2's. and Valium I took 1/2 tab.
This was the first month.
The second month I took it the same way except I started taking the Valium 1/2 with the T4 with more often. I did not see a problem. I found a source of 250 Valium 5mg so I run out and dipped into that a few times. I honestly don't know how many tabs I took that month. I took the in 1/2 tabs sublingual.
I ran out early of the T4 a little under a week early. I could not find a personal source so I went back to my old Dr and received Lorcet 10\650mg 120 and Soma 350mg 60 for the month.
For the first week I was fine. I did not take the Valium. I took the soma in 1/2's and the Lorcets 1/2 even morning dose.The day before yesterday I started feeling weird I blew it off as PMS. But I woke up feeling like I was having WD it was 2-3am. My abdomen hurt. I ended up going to the bathroom a lot by 7-8am. All fully formed. I felt that weird feeling. My pain high. Emotionally weird. My EYES had big pupils. Like normal not on anything pupils. I haven't seen my eyes like that in years.
I felt emotionally unstable all day, happy then sad. I did take meds during the night and the day. 1/2 tabs and I took the soma. My eyes did not reflect the use of the meds. My pain became worst plus I hurt my back lifting a heavy person. I work.
Later that day my mood became worst because we were fighting. I wanted to kill my self. I told him. He didn't care. I wanted to hurt him too. Our relationship is abusive. I put up with it. But anyways.
I felt like I was in withdraws the whole day. I thought maybe I'm withdrawing from from Valium. I stopped the soma and took Valium first 1/2 of 5mg tab. No relief. I thought maybe I need a higher blood serum level. I took maybe 20mg over the course of the the time I was awake. I finally fell a sleep at 10pm.
Now I wake up at 2am with THE SAME FEELING. I TAKE a Lorcet 10mg and 5mg Valium. I feel a little better. My pupils are still normal like I'm not on meds. My pain is still a 5.
What the hell is happening to me? What is going on? Why am I with drawing?
It's been a week since I started Valium again.
I know soma 1/2 life 2.44 hrs and Valium 100 hrs and the opiates are about the same 4-6 hrs.
What is going on? Why am I feeling withdrawal symptoms?
I never had a problem with switching from soma to Valium and vice versa.
Sorry so long. I wanted to give full details so someone can help me. What do I do?
History:
Hydrocodone 10mg X 4 tabs for months until July.
Soma 350mg X approximate 3 tabs for months until July.
After July switched Dr. And received Hydrocodone 10mg X 3 a day
And other muscle relaxer I never took. No real WD symptoms. More annoyance at the decrease of Hydrocodone.
Two months ago Hydrocodone no longer worked. Still had pain. I was at a level 5 daily.
So I switched to Tylenol 4 which is 60mg codeine 3 tab a day and Valium 5mg once a day.
First few days of switch, I felt the euphoria but not an increase in pain effect.
Then I was ok. It worked and still had euphoria, sleepiness, and relaxation.
The way I took it; 1 tab in morning and the rest of the two I took in 1/2's. and Valium I took 1/2 tab.
This was the first month.
The second month I took it the same way except I started taking the Valium 1/2 with the T4 with more often. I did not see a problem. I found a source of 250 Valium 5mg so I run out and dipped into that a few times. I honestly don't know how many tabs I took that month. I took the in 1/2 tabs sublingual.
I ran out early of the T4 a little under a week early. I could not find a personal source so I went back to my old Dr and received Lorcet 10\650mg 120 and Soma 350mg 60 for the month.
For the first week I was fine. I did not take the Valium. I took the soma in 1/2's and the Lorcets 1/2 even morning dose.The day before yesterday I started feeling weird I blew it off as PMS. But I woke up feeling like I was having WD it was 2-3am. My abdomen hurt. I ended up going to the bathroom a lot by 7-8am. All fully formed. I felt that weird feeling. My pain high. Emotionally weird. My EYES had big pupils. Like normal not on anything pupils. I haven't seen my eyes like that in years.
I felt emotionally unstable all day, happy then sad. I did take meds during the night and the day. 1/2 tabs and I took the soma. My eyes did not reflect the use of the meds. My pain became worst plus I hurt my back lifting a heavy person. I work.
Later that day my mood became worst because we were fighting. I wanted to kill my self. I told him. He didn't care. I wanted to hurt him too. Our relationship is abusive. I put up with it. But anyways.
I felt like I was in withdraws the whole day. I thought maybe I'm withdrawing from from Valium. I stopped the soma and took Valium first 1/2 of 5mg tab. No relief. I thought maybe I need a higher blood serum level. I took maybe 20mg over the course of the the time I was awake. I finally fell a sleep at 10pm.
Now I wake up at 2am with THE SAME FEELING. I TAKE a Lorcet 10mg and 5mg Valium. I feel a little better. My pupils are still normal like I'm not on meds. My pain is still a 5.
What the hell is happening to me? What is going on? Why am I with drawing?
It's been a week since I started Valium again.
I know soma 1/2 life 2.44 hrs and Valium 100 hrs and the opiates are about the same 4-6 hrs.
What is going on? Why am I feeling withdrawal symptoms?
I never had a problem with switching from soma to Valium and vice versa.
Sorry so long. I wanted to give full details so someone can help me. What do I do?