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what is a bad roll like

You feel like the entire world hates you. And you let everyone down you love in your life.
There's a mad indian that wants to scalp you outside of your house
 
It feels like your skull is your ass and your ass is getting raped by 5 dicks at once just pounding pressure and your heart is exploding from beating so strangely and fast...... lmao hope you enjoyed but btw that was accurate >.>
 
When I had a roll I didn't like, it kind of felt like I was detached from everything.
The high turned from euphoric into uncomfortable and almost debilitating, I felt like I needed to sit down and then once I did I became very restless. I couldn't decide what I wanted to do for hours. It easily could have been pipes or maybe my pill was just cut with a lot of speed.
 
i felt sooooo isolated from everybody. awful feeling. the thing is the pill was good, i just didnt wait long enough and my seretonin hadnt replenished so it was like i had all the feelings from rolling, but instead of being happy i was depressed.
 
the only bad roll i ever had, apart from fucking pipes, is i took 2 of a certain kind and 1 of another kind (pill names arent allowed here right?) and was literally floored. one of my strongest rolls ever. well my wife (girlfriend then) didnt roll and came to get me from my friends house and took me home. i get home (i had been doing glowsticks all night) and my whole body feels like it wants to lock up on me. try to relax in the tub nothing works. so i finally throw up, the only time i have ever thrown up, and start to feel a little better. usually i just dry heave. so i lay down and try to sleep but somewhere i get this notion that if i fall asleep my heart is gonna stop beating and im gonna die. feel like my heart is slowing down. so everytime i start to nod off i freak out and wake up. my wife is sleeping through all this bc its like 4 am so i had to go through it alone. actually at one point it was so bad i called my friends house who i was rolling at and told him "something is not right" and that i was thinking about going to the hospital and all. he just told me "no dude ride it out you dont want to go to the hospital unless you really need it its all in your head". so i listened and finally came down. idk why it happened bc i was rolling hard as hell earlier and felt great. maybe it was bc my wife wasnt rolling and i came home to that. but thats the only bad roll i've had
 
When I heard "bad roll," I either assume the person means that they took too much MDMA and caused serotonin syndrome.

...Or I assume they got pills that had piperazines, meth, or something other than MDMA/MDA in them.
 
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abstrakt said:
When I head "bad roll," I either assume the person means that they took too much MDMA and caused serotonin syndrome.

...Or I assume they got pills that had piperazines, meth, or something other than MDMA/MDA in them.
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Yes, I still have no idea what a bad mdma roll is from the accounts on this thread. Has anyone here tested their pill for mdma then experienced a bad roll? I think that would shine some more legitimacy on the claims because they could just be bad experiences due to dirtier substances.
 
What makes a bad roll for one person could be deemed a good roll for others - its a personal thing.

EG - tested / clean MDMA

Your out rocking and raving - the crowd is all around you, everyone is connected, everyone is feeling the same way, being moved by the music, smiling at the same time, hands in the air at the same time, e face on, sweat dripping down their faces etc

IF your enjoying it and then it can feel amazing

IF however something was bothering you prior to popping and the experience isnt really comfortable to you then the same scenario can feel horrible. You have lost your individuality, these people don’t know you and are only happy because they are on drugs, holly shit do I look like that when I’m dancing/rolling, why would I do this, I don’t want to be part of this etc

A bad experience can be down to one thing that you experience (seeing somebody collapse or a number of little things)

Clean MDMA is less likely to bring on a bad episode than pills though as it’s normally the stimulant in the pill that sets people off (even just a decent dose of caffeine mixed with MDMA is enough to start the strange thought process). Normally when stims come into play then paranioa plays a big part of the bad experience – I’m going to die, people are watching me, following me, your thoughts being trapped in a loop so your thinking the same thing over and over etc.
 
even if you encounter a methy pill (i have before) the most important thing is to take yourself out of the situation (mentally) and respond to your needs! are you clenching? get something to chew on. are you too hot? please take a break. don't feel well? remember that while you cannot control what you took, you CAN control how you feel. hopefully you are in a group of friends who are willing to sit down at the moment and talk it out. make a mini support group and save yourself hours of feeling alone.

maybe im just lucky, but by just reminding my friends who have had a bad time rolling that their feelings are voluntary can really make all the difference. granted, i have never encountered pipes or worse, but by simply helping you help yourself you can take back your roll!
 
you feel like everyone is mad at you or is judging you. but all you need is someone you love to tell you its okay.
 
a bad roll is like wasting good mdma, and at the same time wasting your tollerance
its pointless to pop if you dont want to, peer pressure is a bitch
my friend popped his pill when i wasnt looking, half an hour later he says he wasnt feeling anything, but his eyes were saucered
he begged me for about 5 minets to eat my pill so he wouldnt be alone rolling, so i did
i didnt even have a thought all day of even considering rolling
when it kicked it it was a nightmare, its pretty much your rolling balls, but it feels like the MDMA is raping your mind, trying to get in you to do its job then to GTFO
its like being rapped my Ronald Mcdonald while hes trying to make you laugh and smile, and he has the biggest, nicest grin on his face
its very very bad for me atleast
and the bean i popped was lowish-medium MDMA, which woulda been a great roll on a good day
its such a disgusting feeling

you feel the MDMA, its just not a good feeling.
it sends threw waves of chills, and all you can think about is trying to figure out a way you can stop its effects so you can just relax
i use to love this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0vS73yL6ys
now everytime i hear it i start feeling how bad i felt that day i was rolling balls, like i get bad flashbacks from this song
FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK i love evol intent, i cant believe i cant even listen to some of their shit
 
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Only bad rolls i have had were piperazane, basically get scared, paranoid, and start panicking, feels horrible.
 
Was at a party last month...had some crystal MDMA...
I felt trapped in a world of nostalgia and regret. I felt I was irretrievably distant from the once good friends around me. They were all drinking, and I was in a world apart from theirs.

I saw someone crying because they were too drunk to move and I felt their despair, I felt like crying with them. I saw the people around me turn into freaks and idiots as they drank.

One of my friends then nearly got raped on her way home from the party, she came back crying.

Then we watched The Ring and things went from bad to worse.

The whole experience felt as though I was trapped in a bubble, like a memory, and was a lesson on the evils of life, in all honesty. The comedown haunted me for a good two weeks after with images of The Ring, and residual emotions from the experience.

What a nightmare...
 
JSPete said:
Was at a party last month...had some crystal MDMA...
I felt trapped in a world of nostalgia and regret. I felt I was irretrievably distant from the once good friends around me. They were all drinking, and I was in a world apart from theirs.

I saw someone crying because they were too drunk to move and I felt their despair, I felt like crying with them. I saw the people around me turn into freaks and idiots as they drank.

One of my friends then nearly got raped on her way home from the party, she came back crying.

Then we watched The Ring and things went from bad to worse.

The whole experience felt as though I was trapped in a bubble, like a memory, and was a lesson on the evils of life, in all honesty. The comedown haunted me for a good two weeks after with images of The Ring, and residual emotions from the experience.

What a nightmare...
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Yea, sounds like a HORRIBLE setting for a roll man. HORRIBLE. Plan better next time!

Most bad rolls are caused by: adulterated pills and bad settings.

If you focus on whether or not you feel the roll, you can psyche yourself into thinking you aren't rolling. seen it happen.
 
JSPete said:
Was at a party last month...had some crystal MDMA...
I felt trapped in a world of nostalgia and regret. I felt I was irretrievably distant from the once good friends around me. They were all drinking, and I was in a world apart from theirs.

I saw someone crying because they were too drunk to move and I felt their despair, I felt like crying with them. I saw the people around me turn into freaks and idiots as they drank.

One of my friends then nearly got raped on her way home from the party, she came back crying.

Then we watched The Ring and things went from bad to worse.

The whole experience felt as though I was trapped in a bubble, like a memory, and was a lesson on the evils of life, in all honesty. The comedown haunted me for a good two weeks after with images of The Ring, and residual emotions from the experience.

What a nightmare...
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lol so you have a bad roll and watch the ring?? wtf?
 
I've had a panic attack on molly once. It wasn't fun at all. It was because I was harrased by a drunk off duity poliece officer. He was like you're pupils are big and you have glow sticks. You're on bombs!! (Thats what we call mdma/pills where I'm from.) I'm going to have you arrested and locked up you fag. I actually am gay and HATE being called a fag so it really upset me plus I didn't want to go to jail. I ran away crying and hyperventilating and it felt like my heart was beating out of my chest. :( Though after I found my friends we went out for a smoke and I got lots of hugs =D<3 I was good to go then!! Plus, my friends complained to the owner who knows my mom. The stupid off duty cop got removed for being too drunk. Take that stupid po po :p
 
I had molly last night that got me so mad and depressed and ended up taking 2 xanax bars before I could sleep
 
Ill get a panic attack when my peak starts to hit it only lasts a couple of minutes but it sucks. I start freaking out about how much water ive had thinking ive had to little or to much. Start thinking im gonna die or pass out or something. Not sure why it happens but that happened the last two times ive rolled which made me decide to take a long break :) Luckily it only lasts a couple minutes for me i cant imagine being like that for the entire roll 8o
 
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