Oh man I triple the roxi thing. My solid connect just went to jail for selling h to his friend and having his friend OD and die. No more connect for roxies...fuck. Though he wasn't really a friend, just more of an H junkie.
Since I relapsed the other day, I still have a little H left. It'd be nice to have a few more bags so I could have a nice last shot, instead of a dinky little one.
Wishing I didn't have to wait god knows how long after my last 'done dose to feel a proper high from my drug of choice. Ah well, i'll live. That's the whole point of MMT, right ?
BUT! Right now if conditions were ideal I would shoot a wonderful speedball. I have only done less than 10 serious hardcore speedballs, and boy, do I miss that feeling.