It's Friday now, day I've been breaking down lately. I dreamed that I had prepped a shot of H and was about to shoot it, but then someone interrupted me and I had to hide the needle.
I dreamed about shooting speedballs with crack other night. For some reason, I was putting the crack in a huge pot of vinegar. Like I didn't just squirt in some vinegar to mix with--I dumped it in a cooking pot full of vinegar. Good times.
2 more percocets to get to where i wanna be... and I would love a sack of black domina (my favorite indica strain, the shit is crazy ive had it twice and will never forget the smell, I could identify it without looking @ it or just smelling it burning, I will never forget that pungent scent)
my boy who i score dillies off of told me he's going into the city next week and that his opana hook is still around... i really hope he's not yanking my chain or teasing me about it because that's the one downer left on me list that i'm dying to try.
cocaine, i have the shit. its just that my nose is fucked and everytime i do a line i end up getting sick, and getting a nose bleed. its there but yet its so far away!!!
I am craving klonopin right now. I get my prescription tomorrow. Can't drive so I have a ride set up for 9 am, when the pharmacy opens. Husband is on the way home with some 30s -- I think they're roxicodone, -- little blue pills. I just want my KLONOPIN right NOW. I actually think I could get them filled today (paid for them last week), but pharmacy says Wednesday. Oh well....
Which little blue pills (I'm curious as I can think of at least 3 things that could be)? I'm craving some roxis (that I'll hopefully be getting in a few days :S) . Mmm.
my amps stopped working, as usual, so i'm on vaca for a few days and don't have energy to do shit.. i just realized i haven't bathed in 3 days and still need to pick up the mail, but it's raining outside. bleh
anything other than booze or a fucking stimulant would be great at this point..
it's been so dry here this year. there's basically nothing good coming into the area.. then when something decent comes along, it's way overpriced
i could definitely go for some morphine+diazepam for sleep & LSD+MJ to chill.. i'd be set till summer hits