a slightly tanish liquid, with a small pefectly cut piece of cotton soaking it up and the beveled tip of a 29g terumo single use syringe instered ever so carefully in it...
as i watch the liquid diseapeear as i draw it up thru the needle, my heart and head starts to rush blood and the veins stick out, crystal clear to the eyes....
i insert the works ever so slightly and as my body and mind slow down, the flood of a dark red liquid is drawen back in the needle...
with a grin on my face and the touniquet untied, my life suddenly seems better, for i know i soon will not care, i slowly push the plunger and watch as i wait, for the rush of my life...
for all those who know....