Same. Opioids made me feel like I want to puke the whole ride and cocaine, dexedrine and even mdma made me sketch out. Only good stim is Mate De Coca tea, 10 bags worth or coca leaves with a pinch of baking soda. That stuff is great. Give me a good buzz, wet clammy hands and make me want to poop right away as it kicks in.
Ugh, I can’t stand the opioid high. They worsen my OCD, I find it nearly impossible to sleep on them, the itching drives me insane, and the nausea is brutal. They just don’t click for me, and I honestly wonder why. Every now and then I’ll take around 20–30mg of O-DSMT just to remind myself why I don’t like opioids, lol.
As for stimulants, cocaine is lackluster unless it’s smoked. Intranasal use either did nothing for me or made me feel like I was having a heart attack. D-amphetamine, Adderall, methamphetamine, etc are only tolerable for me at doses under 5mg. Anything more than that isn’t fun or productive. Maybe it feels okay for an hour, but then I just want it to end. I’ve always been extremely sensitive to stimulants. Until about eight months ago, I couldn’t even handle caffeine.
MDMA and MDA, though, are a completely different story. That stuff is the bee’s knees. I really wish you could safely take it once or twice a month because it’s fucking magical.
I will say that 4F-MPH is alright. I’ve only got ~500mg left, which is a shame since it’s practically extinct now, but it works well as an occasional booster. There are very few drugs I actually enjoy getting high on, and stimulants definitely aren’t one of them. I like taking a few milligrams orally. There is practically zero euphoria and no comedown, which is perfect for me.