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What drugs have you ruined?

Benzos. No idea it could even happen. Maybe they will be good again. But 1. my normal doses were bad, higher bad, lower bad. Now I can basically only take a benzo in case I am going to have a panic attack or some shit. They were my go to drug for awhile, not it's becoming a memory. I take them and feel okay during it, and I feel like shit 2-3 hours after specifically with lorazepam. It's not even a rebound anxiety feel, just a major groggy hangover with just general discomfort.
If I take 4mg, the next day I will nap for sure, and feel terrible until that nap occurs, same goes for 1.5mg.

Even while being on it its just meh, I get kind of uncomfortable hallucinations even in low doses.
Think sleeping pill type hallucinations but less noticable and more realistic.
I may start trying other benzos, or see if Etizolam has been ruined too. Hopefully not since it's not a 'true' benzo, I think.
I find 4mg of Lunesta more Euphoric than any dose of benzos, that's how bad it out of no where got.

Goodbye downers, my journey with stimulants has just begun, and my conquest of dissociatives continues.

Opiates caused more harm than good for me.

I'm sure I've semi ruined other drugs, but nothing of this significance.

LSD will never be ruined. It gets better every time.
 
Hydrocodone- Years of heavy opiate addiction have desensitized me to the point of not being able to get anything recreational out of hydrocodone. I miss the days when I got the warm, euphoric, and sedating high from hydro.

Heroin- I have necessarily "ruined" it, but like DrinksWithEvil mentioned I can't do it without ruining my life. It's honestly hard for me to insufflate dope anymore. It feels like a waste any other ROA than IV, sadly. I used to enjoy sniffing and smoking ole' diamorph.

Cocaine via insufflation ROA- Injecting cocaine brought out this whole new drug I never knew cocaine was capable of being. Such a remarkable rush of intense euphoria! Sniffing it just doesn't compare... at all.

Gabapentin- Being prescribed this drug for so long I am only capable of experiencing strictly therapeutic effects from my Neurontin. I remember the first time I took it, it took it's time to kick in, but when it did the dissociative sedation blew my mind. The morning after, I woke up still dissociated and high as a kite. In the midst of a heroin addiction, I didn't even have to dose any buprenorphine to get well. I wish I could experience that buzz again.
 
MXE - did way too much of this stuff in a short period and don't even want to touch it again out of fear of what it would do to my mind/body
MDMA - after I did 2 grams of high quality MDMA in 4 days, rolling has never felt the same :|
 
Have to vent my frustration of being unable to take drugs somewhere.

Opiates -> Ruined by years of addiction
Benzodiazepines -> same as above
NMDAR antagonists -> same as above
Empathogens -> lost their magic
Psychedelics -> have greatly diminshed effects due to mediction I will probably have to take for life
Weed -> same as above

and stimulants/booze I just don't enjoy very much.

I think it's time to move on.
 
ephedrine. it was almost as good as amphetamine, but now i just get palpitations and it actually makes me tired.
i also think that i can't take any beta-keto amphetamine derivative due to the side effects from ephedrine-like beta-hydroxy metabolites.

amphetamine is still enjoyable, but nowhere near what it once was. mdma also to a lesser extent.

lsd isn't that pleasant anymore since one especially intense and ultimately unpleasant trip. it's hard not to fall into the same anxiety spiral again.
 
Amphetamines, mdma seems to no longer work well but i wouldnt consider it ruined. Alcohol sucks now, i never REALLY enjoyed opiates but abusing them anyway has made it so much less enjoyable from hightened side effects over the years that i'd say that's ruined. Dissociatives don't feel nearly as good but still good enough to do and not just feel shitty.
 
Oh man, it seems like quite a few nowadays :p. Benzos, not because they don't affect me anymore but because even one or two uses puts me in withdrawal. Same thing with opioids, so I just said fuck it and resumed daily dosing. Cannabis now causes alot of anxiety, no more hungry, happy, sleepy but I still used to smoke it anyways lol. I can't drink alcohol for the same reason I can't take benzos, alcohol will throw me right into benzo withdrawal.

I can still roll on empathogens, but due to abuse they will never be as magical as they once were. I'm not sure if an insane Adderall overdose I had as a child triggered by extreme sensitivity to PNS side-effects or if I would have had this sensitivity either way, but yeah, stims give me a fuckload of side-effects nowadays.

Man, it seems like my poly abuse really caught up to me, and there's not a day where this doesn't come up in my head...
 
CaptainKratom said:
Oh man, it seems like quite a few nowadays :p. Benzos, not because they don't affect me anymore but because even one or two uses puts me in withdrawal. Same thing with opioids, so I just said fuck it and resumed daily dosing. Cannabis now causes alot of anxiety, no more hungry, happy, sleepy but I still used to smoke it anyways lol. I can't drink alcohol for the same reason I can't take benzos, alcohol will throw me right into benzo withdrawal.

I can still roll on empathogens, but due to abuse they will never be as magical as they once were. I'm not sure if an insane Adderall overdose I had as a child triggered by extreme sensitivity to PNS side-effects or if I would have had this sensitivity either way, but yeah, stims give me a fuckload of side-effects nowadays.

Man, it seems like my poly abuse really caught up to me, and there's not a day where this doesn't come up in my head...
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Pretty much like that!!
 
Weed gives me anxiety but I still smoke, and dissociatives aren't AS good, but still pretty fun :)
 
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