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What drugs have you ruined?

Opiates.

I was up to about 160mg oxy even with extremely long breaks in between and I couldn't feel anything. No euphoria, nodding, etc. Now, as a replacement, I use H instead. Drug addict logic.
 
a-PVP for sure..... I had 10 grams and a fresh pack of syringes, yep ruined.
and maybe even opiates/benzos too. Even with big breaks, like 6-9 month breaks they don't have the magic they once did :(
 
Stimulants: Cocaine, Amphetamines. JWH/AM series research chems. Alcohol. Opioids other than buprenorphine (Subutex.) MDMA/MDA, though I never liked these two.

All I really enjoy anymore is bupe and gabapentin by RX, and cannabis. Never gotten tired of cannabis after decades of use, though it's been over a year since last indulging in it. Psilocybe mushrooms are great, too, but done with LSD for life.
 
MDMA, speed, and coke are nothing but memories. I hate that shit now.

Weed is definitely not as fun as it used to be, but I still do enjoy it. Definitely more of an occasional smoker these days and certainly don't destroy half ounces with mates in a couple of hours.
 
DXM, it used to make me feel drunk and euphoric, now it gives me unreal feels of reality and confusion, because i went on a 3 week long binge of it (only first plateau doses, but still, everyday for 3 weeks)
 
Alcohol.

Gave myself pancreatitis (at the ripe old age of 28) from drinking too much, can't really drink now...the few times I have had ONE beer since, I have experienced horrible anxious and depressed feelings about 5 hours afterwards. Odd. In retrospect, it was a good thing.

Weed. Like a lot of people, I was a daily weed smoker for years and then it turned on me.
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This happened to me. So strange, daily bong smoker, would sesh on with mates...2 or 3 bongs, nothing too mental. One day, sunk 2 in quick succession and had my first (and only) proper panic attack, which still goes in my top 3 most horrible experiences ever. Fortunately it only ruined weed for me for a short time. I love a smoke these days (especially since quitting booze) but I make sure I'm very careful with my intake...and if I feel any anxiety creeping up, I stop immediately.

On the other side of the coin, been shooting meth for 10 years with reasonable regularity and that is still my favourite indulgence...once a month or so, a couple of points. Nothing drastic. Still an amazing experience and high that I love. It's so expensive over here in South Australia though, I'm sure that has had a hand in me not getting too carried away.
 
Didn't ruin it but after doing meth maybe twice I couldn't stand the way it made me feel and never wanted to do it again. Def prefer a diff direction
-izzy
 
mdma - abused the shit out of it for a good 3-5 years. at my worst i was doing grams in a night or dosing multiple times 3 nights in a row, thurs, fri, sat nights. just makes me super paranoid now.

yarndi - spent more time stoned than sober, popped a lung and just started getting really negative thoughts all the time.

crystal meth - spent a good 9-12 months smashing pipe and benzos everyday, shit fucked me up real good in combination with the md. makes my heart race and get super paranoid.

the things you got to learn the hard way...
 
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tricomb said:
This is not OD material but I'll send this over to drug culture, I really like this thread OP!

I've ruined: MDMA, cocaine, IVing in general, Benzodiazepines, oh how I've ruined benzodiazepines...
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Care to elaborate on this? I've abused benzos pretty hard for quite some time, and now that I've quit using them daily they seem to work as well as before my addiction.

ot: I definitely ruined amphetamines.
 
Weed. cant even smoke it anymore just makes me depressed and anxious. but at least opiates will never loose their magic...:)
 
PillToChill said:
Care to elaborate on this? I've abused benzos pretty hard for quite some time, and now that I've quit using them daily they seem to work as well as before my addiction.

ot: I definitely ruined amphetamines.
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As you know, I massively abused benzodiazepines, and even though the perma-tolerance to GABAergic drugs seems to be receding, the drugs are still basically ruined for me psychologically, and they definitely do not work anywhere near as effectively as they did in the beginning, even though I don't use them daily and am not dependent.
 
^whats your benzo of choice, tricomb?

id have to say its a toss up between MDMA and crystal meth.

you start off doing X at raves or parties, and its so awesome that you start doing them at home. then you start only doing them at home, and before you know it, the magic is gone. not only that, they start giving you intense nausea from god knows what cuts and impurities in the tablets. so you decide to give crystal meth a whirl, and before you know it, youre smoking it. welcome to addiction...

this is just my experience though. glad to say i havent rolled since NY 2004 and havent tweaked since 2006. now if i could just rid myself of this pesky opiod habit id be all set :\

great topic, OP... lets hear some more guys.
 
I ruined basically every prescription opiate for myself.... it's sad when oxycontin doesn't even get you good anymore except on a rare occasion. I abused the shit out of pills and especially oxycontin... Now I usually only do heroin if I'm going to get high because everything else isn't worth it anymore.
 
I ruined MDMA and psychedelics (particularly mushrooms). Gave myself HPPD in 2007 from overusing mushrooms and I just do not enjoy tripping anymore, have had a few enjoyable trips since then but the last bunch of trips have just been like I have to focus on not having a bad time. I also used MDMA 1-3 times weekly for 12-18 months and ever since then I still can get munted but I don't get any loved up effects or euphoria, the weird thing is that my tolerance has really dropped a shitload, like lower than it was when I started munching pills... I used to like triple drop strong flips back in the day but the few times I have done E since a couple year break even one weak pill is enough to put me on my ass and make me feel uncomfortable.

I haven't really ruined alcohol in the sense that it does still work for me and I enjoy it, but I feel I have ruined it in a sense by becoming addicted to it. It just isn't so fun when it doesn't feel like a choice to get drunk every night so much as an obligation, waking up with a hangover every morning (more often afternoon lol) isn't great either.

Stayfaded, I have to ask, are you saying that since using enough dope you can't enjoy the buzz off of painkillers anymore, or just that it takes a ridiculous amount of painkillers to be enjoyable and so isn't worth it? Either would suck, but especially the former, I am by no means a heavy opioid user but I like having a few in my arsenal as it is more interesting to be able to switch it up. I preferred heroin for years but these days with my lower tolerance I tend to favour oxy just because I fall asleep a lot of the time on dope.

Wu-Tang Clan are the shit btw. :)
 
drug_mentor said:
Stayfaded, I have to ask, are you saying that since using enough dope you can't enjoy the buzz off of painkillers anymore, or just that it takes a ridiculous amount of painkillers to be enjoyable and so isn't worth it? Either would suck, but especially the former, I am by no means a heavy opioid user but I like having a few in my arsenal as it is more interesting to be able to switch it up. I preferred heroin for years but these days with my lower tolerance I tend to favour oxy just because I fall asleep a lot of the time on dope.

Wu-Tang Clan are the shit btw. :)
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It's because I have to take a ridiculous amount of pills to feel anything... my tolerance is lower than it once was and even now its still bad. I have tried using roxicodone and oxycontin lately but still didn't really feel anything. Everytime I had to throw dope into the mix just to feel good. And I took a good amount of pills....pills that would have added up in price but luckily my dealer is my friend and she gave me them free.

Now if I had wasted money on them only to not get good I would of been pissed. In my eyes I find it really stupid for me to buy pills if I can just get heroin especially if I can get a lot higher for less. I do miss pills though but its whatever. I still enjoy heroin a lot more.

By the way Wu-Tang is deff the shit ! =D good taste haha
 
Opiates - Not sure what it would be like to get high on them after getting off of Suboxne, but I'd imagine the guilt (at least after I comedown) would not be good.

Weed - I still enjoy lower doses, but no way in hell do I like getting ripped as I used to.

Alcohol - Isn't ruined, but I know when I am drinking too much nowadays. Thankfully, I control it now for the most part, but I have to watch it that is for sure. Alcohol is an extremely sneaky substance for me.

DXM - Have not gotten high on it in over 6 years (if not longer), but I still am apparently hyper sensitive to it. I can feel a single mucinex pill.

MDMA - Haven't taken it in awhile, but it was nowhere near as intense/fun as it once was. Did a ton of molly from about 99-2005
 
Sadly ive been in a lot of situations where i recklessly dosed and OD'd and should of been a firm negative towards it but it never changed my state of mind...

Id have to say one is coke.

i got my hopes up way too high, then used for around 3 months. Just never really appealed to me, then after 3 months it really lost its appeal
 
Tired of heroin?

I didn't ever think such a thing would be possible, but lately the magic seems to be disappearing. It's not that I am disillusioned with the w/d or cost or trouble of picking up - I've been through all that many times. On the contrary, for the past week I've had ample money and access to it which paradoxically seems to be the cause.

First of all, I don't seem to o/d like many people. If I approach my limit, I will never puke, but just feel as if that extra was wasted, and feel somewhat sick. It's been the same with alcohol for me in the past. Because of this, I haven't appreciably increased my dose over the past couple years. After my dose, I feel good and all but the best part - the rush - is only going to occur if I wait 12 hours or more. If I keep doing it before then, it's s barely appreciable increment in my buzz and not worth it at all. It's less and less exciting to go through the motions. A lot of the addictive appeal seems to be rooted in withdrawal itself, and going out to score despite feeling sick as hell or having no money, and finally managing to do so. The reward in that seems to make up a large proportion of the total enjoyment. There's nothing quite like a shot after 2 days in withdrawal hell, finally managing to get some cash, meeting your guy, and sitting down prepping the first shot and feeling the rush to its full extent along with the removal of the obsession in finding it.
 
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