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What drugs have you ruined?

We all get tired of it sooner or later (unless death comes first). I still have cravings for heroin, it was about 5-6 years ago since my last shot, still I had a dream about it yesterday. Still, I do not miss the constant hunt for cash, waiting for the man to show up while in withdrawal freezing my ass off in the cold winter. "10 more minutes" yea right...

But I do miss those minutes after he really did show up, it would be as if nothing in the world mattered anymore, everything was going to be right as rain...

...untill the next morning when I woke up and had to do it all again.
 
Not seeing the question here, man....

If you're tired of using heroin.. than stop using heroin, hah.

Consider yourself lucky that for whatever reason you feel that way.

I'll move this over to DC and maybe a discussion will break out about what you're feeling. Or it might just get closed, hah.


OD--->DC
 
What Mr.S said ^

I dont see the question, so this is more suited for blogs but Im sure plenty of people here have something to contribute to this thread so Ill leave it open for the time being.
 
I've heard this from a couple of long term opiate addicts/users. People change over time. Those same people I'm referring to who were straight up fiends in their early 20's are now starting to realize they can never amount to anything or have any hopes and dreams for the future if they remain on the same path. Maybe you should try giving it up and see how long you can make it.
 
I got tired of it pretty quickly which i consider myself somewhat lucky i never got really attached to it. I had been previously very bad with mdma so i knew how that whole drug addiction pattern/routine would play out with it i think that helped me out(it took me around 3 years to piece my life/mind back together so i gained quite a bit of respect for powerful drugs from the mdma ordeal). I smoke heroin maybe 1-3 times a year for 1 day now if i really want to but i treat it like a vacation and i don't over do it, the only drug i haven't got tired of is cannabis/hash and i have cycled through various drugs(im tired of the cannabis/hash prices though but i bet i am not the only one). Dissociatives actually appeal to me more than opiates i can binge on them way more so i really gotta watch myself/consumption with the dissociatives.
 
Opiates (or opioids, rather, as I tend not to dabble in much more than Kratom at this point for reasons that might be obvious to anyone who has had the "I think I'm becoming addicted to these" moment and took responsibility) - My tolerance is too high. Kratom has increased it for my opiate DOC (really any of the "hydro" family, vicodin, dilauded, etc.) as well. It's not at the point where I can't feel the drugs from normal doses. It's just that the feeling is no longer euphoric to me, in fact it's rather uneasy. I only use Kratom now to come down from amphetamine, as it's still effective as a painkiller.

Z-Drugs (Zolpidem, specifically) - Used to get an insane rush from it, tons of euphoria, heavy body high, peace of mind, ego death and anxiety relief that would last anywhere between 1 - 4 hours. After two and a half years of daily use, I get a subtle mood boost that lasts on average about a minute, then I feel nothing. Now, I am only taking 20mg per dose (only twice the amount of what I started at) and many people who have taken it this long take an upwards of 60mg a dose. Maybe at that level I would feel something, but I refuse to end up in that horrible situation.

Dissociatives (in general) - I like them. I just can never do them as much I want to because of Olney's lesions and that bothers me.




The bright side to all this is that I can find another drug to enjoy myself with, quit using those drugs I'm tolerant to and when I become tolerant of the new one, come back to the old ones and enjoy them again (until the process repeats). Yeah, it's annoying, but it's the only way this shit works once it happens.
 
Great idea for a threat. It's interesting to hear some insights to what drugs some have ruined for themselves.

The only thing I've ruined for myself is DXM. It seems to be most common. I overdid it back around when I was 18 and abused it a bit to deal with boring nights of insomnia. I eventually got over my sleeping problems and stepped away from using DXM. Now there is no value for me in that particular drug. I over used it and that value was lost. If I would dose DXM now day, the experience is unpleasant and a dfficult experience. I wouldn't call it a 'bad trip' though. I never really liked that phrase anyways, they all usually seemed more like 'bad experienes' to me, other drugs included.

I recently over did it on the stimulants recently too. I didn't ruin it for myself, but I'm definitely good on them for a while. Stims aren't really something I seek out and just enjoy the experience the few times I do it. I came across a large amount of methylphenidate for pretty cheap from a friend (48 10mg pills). That's more than I could ever normally want and I rarely come across any stims normally. I wasn't sure how I wanted to go about it all, but I eventually decided to just take advantage of that opportunity and explore stimulant use to some more depth. And indulge in it too. Continuously kept dosing them over about a week, I think, staying up for no more than 48 hours at a time. I definitely have no desire to take any stims again for a while.
 
MDMA.. my sophomore and junior years of high school I was a complete e-tard. I feel like I still feel some of the residual effects of e-tardedness on my brain now, or maybe I'm just being paranoid

Weed.. I used to be a euphoric happy social unparanoid person when I was stoned, but now when I smoke it makes me socially retarded and I feel like everything I say and do will make me look stupid, which it does actually. I like it in combination with benzos or opiates, and when I do it's just a few hits. I do love to get stoned alone though and do my own shit, that's spectacular.

Edit: I also feel so heroin is starting to get ruined for me, I feel good and become the person I love, but with tolerance rising the only euphoria I get is from shooting a good amount. I prefer smoking it though
 
I have ruined all rx stimulants, Fentanyl, and because of the fentanyl in turn oxycodone is ruined.
 
Lady Codone;11035204]Weed. Like a lot of people, I was a daily weed smoker for years and then it turned on me. Now I get horrible anxiety, paranoia and rapid heart rate from it to the point I avoid it altogether. Would love to know the scientific/medical reason behind this, as I've heard sooo many others say the same thing.
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I've never seen someone else describe this so perfectly. I also notice this started when I started using meth, but now weed has this same effect whether I mix it with something else or not.
 
Benzos are no longer euphoric but I have been a daily prescribed user for 3 years so I guess that comes with the territory.
Alcohol is not really fun anymore but I still drink every day pretty much.
DXM is no longer on the menu except for normal doses of nyquil to potentiate my benzos.
Amps are great for me learning alot but I am burnt out on them becuase of the nasty physical side effects.
Opiates are basically ruined for me because I still need 50+ mg of percs even though I've only been using once a month for the past year. (was really into them previously)

So I pretty much ruined everything. I still like pot but potheads can be very condescending of my heavy drinking so I just want to smoke by myself these days. Sorry I'm not 15 and don't enjoy ONLY smoking some stupid flower.
 
Zopiclone - I abused it so much that anything under 10mg's does nothing. Anything over and I black out within about half an hour.
Opiates - I can do nothing for several months, the first time I do it it's quite nice and then BOOM, my tolerance is back up to ridiculous levels.
 
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