aminophilous
Bluelighter
Only ethylphenidate, about 5 grams of it, as the addiction was something that sneaked up on me faster than I expected and warped my judgement more than I thought possible. Because I had tried a wide variety of opiates and benzos and had never allowed myself to get addicted, I thought I was impervious to addiction altogether. I was wrong.
If I hadn't flushed it, bad things would have happened to me for sure. At the same time I also flushed half a gram of diphenidine, which I later regretted as the poor diphenidine was innocent, but my judgement was impared at the time. Before ethylphenidate I feared no drug, but it made me more careful with the addictive stuff. It tought me what real, serious addiction to hard drugs can be like and how the mind can play tricks on you when things get out of hand. Scary stuff. I never want to try anything that resembles cocaine or it's analogs again. I have a newfound respect for the psychedelics and other relatively safe drugs.
If I hadn't flushed it, bad things would have happened to me for sure. At the same time I also flushed half a gram of diphenidine, which I later regretted as the poor diphenidine was innocent, but my judgement was impared at the time. Before ethylphenidate I feared no drug, but it made me more careful with the addictive stuff. It tought me what real, serious addiction to hard drugs can be like and how the mind can play tricks on you when things get out of hand. Scary stuff. I never want to try anything that resembles cocaine or it's analogs again. I have a newfound respect for the psychedelics and other relatively safe drugs.