Caffeine
Cigarettes
Alcohol x infinity
Cannabis
Hydrocodone (lol someone gave me a few so it was like whatev)
Oxycodone (free pills for days)
Clonazepam
Heroin
and I can't remember if I did anything else... I haven't been sober for days.
2cb at a party - which amazingly helped my depression for the next week+
tramadol 100mg(relapsed after 11 months) It was super-great but i remember feeling this is not how I'm supposed to feel; in order to improve myself in life. Will come back to at some stage but not yet.
mxe - a little amount which was good - also improved my depression.
alcohol (~5 or 6 beers)
weed
I'm supposed to be fully sober except for pot :s But i think of these more as medicines than anything else. Or just my addiction
Toothache. As great as heroin is for the high, and for dulling the pain and making you not care about the pain, the combo of APAP and hydrocodone really zaps bad pain away almost completely - for me anyway. Got it fixed today though, so I won't be taking anymore except when I don't have H, and then I'll do a CWE on them.