Methadone
Klonopin
Marijuana
Kava Kava
Meth (very little)
Heroin (very little)
I regret the meth and heroin, I also regret the fact that I had 40 2mg K-pins and I burned through them in less than 7 days. I was a wreck, nodding out everywhere. Fell asleep while smoking a cigarette and woke up with fire coming off my penis--burnt a hole in my fav jeans, still wearable thankfully.
I didn't realize that clozanepam was much more potent with methadone than with heroin. I've learned my lesson. Optimal dose is now 2mgs, wait for that to kick in, then take 1 more mg. However, considering I made a fool of myself at the clinic I have to cut the benzos down to the bare minimum, which is a great thing as I was starting to walk into addiction. (They are just SO nice w/ the 'done)
What I need is some more Kava Kava and hopefully some Somas.