getting real drunk and fighting and causing an insane amount of damage to myself, others, and others property, ...waking up hours later wondering what the fuck causes me to act so violently and well, fuckin stupid
also on my way to detox from opiates seeing my mother cry. and my father.
getting arrested and beaten my cops, realizing how fucked up the world is..
wait a minute most of this shit isnt the drugs that made me cry, but shit i did to myself while on it..... i guess the only real time is on mushrooms when i lost control of my emotions and cried for no reason.