i'm positive i was spiked one night and it was just blamed on me being too wasted......but fuck, the events that took place. and no memory after that ONE certain drink. i know it was spiked but i'll never know for sure and the moment is over now and at least i made it home unraped since the bar was once block from where i was living, so, i guess i'll just count myself lucky. but there's absolutely no way in hell what happened was the result of being wasted on alcohol. i mean i have drank a whole fifth in one day and nothing like that, EVER. and these creeps were obvs baiting me. (house and liquor store and bar all on same street) and i was alone and just went into the bar like "okay yeah order me this drink" when these creeps were like "hey! let us buy you a drink!" and let's just say i made my way back somehow before even more unspeakable things happened and it was like OH MY GOD I WAS NOT JUST WASTED. YOU HAVE SEEN ME WASTED. THAT WAS A FUCKING SPIKE. THE ONLY REASON I'm NOT DATE RAPED IS I LIVE ONE MINUTE STAGGERING DISTANCE AWAY. DO YOU KNOW ABOUT REALITY? pretty awful.