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My Reply Is Depressing?
Decided to still post though, bcs I'm kind of hoping that by sharing this, someone out there with a solution will see it, and give me the answer to how I can finally have a normal sex drive again.
I have no sex drive at all sober. One of the great side effects of being prescribed stimulants from an early age

Adderall used to make me horny as f*ck, as in wanting to f*ck 24/7. But, the urge kind of just suddenly disappeared one day .
I was experimenting with drugs then, and began trying to find a substance to resurrect my dead sex drive. What I have found out since then, is after snorting a combo of Subutex/ Suboxone, & meth I can usually sort of get into the mood. Still, a good bit of effort has to be put into it all, and getting horny enough to want sex, let alone enjoy it is rare.
I find it all actually quite depressing, because I used to have such an insanely high sex drive, and now I have no interest or desire to get off, and doing so usually makes me become really sad for some reason. So, most of the time I just do whatever it takes to get my partner off.
I wish I knew how to get my sex drive back, as its no fun being 22 and having a complete lack of sexual desire .
(Sorry if this isn't the right place for this, I'm still learning my way around the forums)