meth. add enough benzos and its recipe for disaster, most likely for me. generally benzo combos dont play too well, couldnt tell ya how many times ive blacked out from benzing and boozing, same if mixed with opiates. you get sloppy forget how much you took and before you know it youre laid out in the middle of the floor, drugs and money gone, oh shit did they take my kidneys? ha on the real tho everyone says be careful combining depressants, but so many of us are still reckless about it even after almost dying several times. i hope i wasnt always this dumb, im gonna say it was just the drugs, the drugs that i still do after cautioning against it. sigh