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What drug do you behave the worst on?

Alcohol and benzos. Last time I ended up punching my friend's window through and tearing the glass out with my bare hands. My friends said I was completely psychotic, like something out of a horror movie.
 
Excess alcohol or excess speed - canto one of two ways which I'm no longer willing to risk so avoidance is my best tactic right now!
 
Xanax and alcohol. I can act completely normal up until the point where I do something so spectacularly stupid that no one could believe I'm sober. I don't ever remember the nights I take these two in conjunction, I have to rely on second hand accounts to piece together the night. I also tend to take every drug I can get my hands on when I'm in blackout mode, I'm surprised I haven't died yet.
 
alcohol + lsd and benzos + alcohol both make me not give a fuck so I do pretty much whatever I want while on either combo.
 
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Alcohol makes me feel/behave so badly that I haven't touched it in 6+ years. Just not worth it.

I also do poorly on benzos...particularly after they wear off. I argue and pick fights with my gf after using benzos because my perception is fucked up and I'm depressed. Blech.
 
Stim/benzo combo's turn me into a paranoid, uninhibited A-Hole.
Heroin makes me a social reclusive scumbag pretty quickly. Oddly, other opies aren't as destructive, at least in the same time-frame.

Oooh, how could I forget dissociatives - amnesiac, delusional freak territory.
 
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Alcohol. So much crazy, dumb, stupid, illegal, bad decision shit done drunk off my ass. Always felt like I needed to go somewhere after I caught my buzz and started getting drunk. Never seemed to be a good idea the next day
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Took the words out of my mouth. If I exceed that threshold I will go out and get more drunk, usually way hammered, and while I'm doing that I'll also do so much stupid shit I still regret to this day. That said, I'm mostly a happy drunk and usually the worst is that I'm neutral in my feelings; never aggressive or offensive unless provoked. But excessive love and empathy can also result in embarrassing memories... Phenibut is usually a precursor for a bad night. By itself it's not much of a problem, but more often that not if I get a nice high off phen, I will lose my inhibitions and try to push it with alcohol, which usually results in relatively extreme intoxications and thus bad choices.

Social aspects aside, diethyl ether is also a recipe for disaster. While I don't usually engage in socializing while huffin' (those who have done ether will understand, how can you, right? hah!), I very often lose track of time completely and it seems like a good idea to pour 'nother one at 4am when I usually go to sleep at 10-11pm. It disconnects me too much from reality that I forget all my responsibilities and live in my own head for as long as I'm intoxicated. Not to mention the way I smell afterwards...
 
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DEFINATELY alcohol....that and meth. Me on meth is a recipe for a bakeract. I get hyper paranoid, and cannot handle this drug. 3 times has landed me in restraints, thinking i was being hunted. smfh....
 
I'm changing my answer, it's not just the zo's n booze.. I mean, it is, but it's when I'm cut off from the ethanol I get pist.. Damn near irate.
 
Alcohol... which is why (that and being a low functioning alcoholic) I quit drinking (liquor). Lol. I do not get drunk off beer (easily) and so I still will drink that if FORCED to. And Lord knows I am sometimes forced to... hahaha.

And benzos. I can become the blackout bitch.
 
Barbiturates...HANDS DOWN.

I'm like Hey Hey I'm So Important...but really I'm not. I'm just someone on barbiturates acting like some narcissistic nut job.

Alcohol doesn't even do that to me, neither do benzos. But barbs, nope, they're definitely the Devil's Drug...and I can see why they, along with amphetamines, are tightly controlled.
 
Funny no one has mentioned ice or crack thats gotta be up there?
 
Lot of mention of benzos here? they make me calm n in control (with a slight slur couldnt give a toss attitude) like they are sposed too dont know how u can get aggressive on them polar opposite
 
Benzos for sure make me calm, and can agre with the "can't give a toss," attitude, but they make me extremely disinhibited... I will do things I wouldn't have done even shit faced drunk... Like, "Hey, let's walk to the only open McDonalds, so we can save gas!" When its like a 4 mile walk at 3 am...
 
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