I assume it was PCP or ketamine that me and my friends all did, it lasted for a very long time though it wasn’t like a normal ketamine or PCP. It literally felt like I was dying. It was awful. Nothing about It was enjoyable, it lasted for six or seven months And I know it wasn’t just me having a psychotic episode because other friends tried it with me and they also was fucked up in the head. It felt like a terrible K hole… all we felt was horror and impending doom, extremely high heart rate, and very suicidal tendencies, almost like a very strong dissociative feeling of “the lights are on but nobody is home type of feeling” the person that sold it to us warned us it’ll fuck us up in the head… how could it be possible for something to last that long? could it possibly be mixed? i’ve never heard of someone being fucked up for that long… I was on the verge of checking myself into a mental hospital, it was awful. We didn’t even do that much we prob drank about half a gram. Anyone’s opinions on what happened is appreciated… thankfully i’m doing better now though and so are my friends but we all still wonder how that was possible? I personally think it was PCP cooked together with meth and ketamine all mixed… Obviously I know there’s a lot of “ bad batches” of shit out there nowadays cut with fentanyl, that people are dropping dead over, but this was a totally different nightmare. I never thought a group of 7 friends would all have such a horrible experience of being mentally tortured in the head for months and months on end. I honestly wish it would’ve had fentanyl in it, that’s nothing compared to what we went through mentally. It also made me extremely thirsty i drank galling after gallon of water. Anyways thanks to anyone that can help me understand this.