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What drug caused you most trouble?

XANAX.

I would say that bars ruined various parts of my life; but I can't even remember those parts. But the stories I hear about myself during that period sound awful.

I feel like a detective investigating myself with them shits. Where was I last night? Who was I with? Where did I sleep? Where did my car go? Who are you? Oh, I've known you for weeks? well.... sorry bro.....
 
Bah. I'm going against the grain here and say that since my soulmate died from Oxycontin OD then Oxycontin has caused me the most trouble. :(

For me, I went to Xanax and booze to deal with it and I have probably been drinking a little too much. Xanax I only do on the weekends to make it go by faster, but I probably should avoid those damn blackouts.
 
IVing stuff in general has made things pretty rough. once my friends found out they just never looked at me the same. i guess i just haven't seen how far down it can really lead, hope i don't have to find out either.
 
Heroin most def. That shit almost destroyed me for good. I was suicidal from bad WD, i had burned all the bridges imaginable so no one wanted to help me out anymore since i had either ripped them off or been an overall dick.

dankstersauce has a good point, you get locked in that cycle and the tendency is to repeat it till you are dead or have so many strikes you get locked up for a dime for possesion. shit is no joke. I remember when i was doing a lot of oxy and i said ill never do heroin, then i found myself snorting heroin saying ill never shoot it, then i found myself shooting heroin saying ill quit soon.....long story short, you dont realize how far you are ready to go til you have something pulling you with all it's might.
 
Heroin most def. That shit almost destroyed me for good. I was suicidal from bad WD, i had burned all the bridges imaginable so no one wanted to help me out anymore since i had either ripped them off or been an overall dick.

dankstersauce has a good point, you get locked in that cycle and the tendency is to repeat it till you are dead or have so many strikes you get locked up for a dime for possesion. shit is no joke. I remember when i was doing a lot of oxy and i said ill never do heroin, then i found myself snorting heroin saying ill never shoot it, then i found myself shooting heroin saying ill quit soon.....long story short, you dont realize how far you are ready to go til you have something pulling you with all it's might.
 
tbh, weed fucked my life up.

My family couldn't accept it so they said bye bye. I mean, I live with a friend now so Im ok, but the relationship with my family is forever fucked up.
 
i.v. black tar heroin has fucked up my life more than any other drug for sure. no other drug has that pull on me like heroin does and i've tried lots of drugs. i'm lucky i quit before my life was completely ruined. and i'm only just turned 21 now, started when i was 18.
 
methamphetamine <3 and alcohol, in different ways.
Methamphetamine because it's so damn expensive, I could hardly afford to support myself if I wasn't doing it, but I always find a way to justify it.
It's also caused me to lose some great friends because they hate me using it.
Plus, I'm getting sick of either absolutely not being able to sleep or not being able to stay awake for more than a few hours at a time :|

However, alcohol really takes the cake when it comes to me acting like an absolute dick. I black out every time I drink and that's probably a good thing, because the things I do remember leave me cringing for weeks, in some cases, I still slap myself when I remember incidents from 4 years ago.
 
Speed without a doubt. A bitch to kick and it will turn you into a kleptomanaic, plus constant mood swings, and shredding your metabolism by not eating for days and then eating hot pockets until you puke.
 
I will no heed...

nods said:
What drug has caused the most trouble in your life as far as:

-Life, loved ones, livelehood
-Hospital medical treatments
-Police
-Society

Did/do you heed the warnings?:\
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First of all let me get this straight I NEVER heed warnings!!!:|
Trouble comes in many different faces are even the worthy of trust hide in hidden unabtainable spaces.
Livelihood was slowly stolen by all the drugs in a chemical stew , each had its detriment.
Hospital s had the plesure of my visit a few times in 10 years addiction of meth. And after 12 years of frantic opiate (Heroin) addiction the ambo's and hospital had almost 20 call outs to addmin narcan to save my life.
Due to depths of addictions I have had many , although minor police interaction during years. All trivial and unimportant charges such as car accidents, theft from stores and drug possestion.
In the case of society we have made unanimous decison to leave each other alone. Soceitys ears ignores me while I leave its evil for the rest of you to decypher.
 
The combination of pills and alcohol. Not so much when used separately, but when I mix them together, its a different story.
 
KillerAtLarge said:
The combination of pills and alcohol. Not so much when used separately, but when I mix them together, its a different story.
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Benzos or opiates? I ask because Benzos and Alcohol have gotten me in soooo much trouble in the past! Always fun though at the time. But all my self control goes out the window with this combination.
 
Alcohol and benzos together caused me much more problems than heroin (to which I was addicted in the first place, but tried to switch to booze and pills few times)
 
Meth, I don't think the rest come even close.

Although my life has been negatively affected to a significant degree at different times by ketamine, alcohol, ecstasy, GHB and cipralex(SSRI).

Interestingly enough the only drug I've done a decent amount of without having much of a negative repercussion is cocaine.
 
alcohol, fuck still struggling. it just always seems to be there and in any given moment it just always sounds nice.
 
Alcohol. I've been addicted to that shit from 16yo to 20. I've done three comas and spend most of my money to buy red wine.
 
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