Zopiclone bandit
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It's my legs I miss the most.Have you sold a kidney on the dark web?
That would be terrible. I’m so sorry
It's my legs I miss the most.Have you sold a kidney on the dark web?
That would be terrible. I’m so sorry
Damn lmao you made me laugh out loud LolIt's my legs I miss the most.
Agree 100% with this. The route of administration doesn't make someone a "better" or "worse" drug user. It's just a different ROA and there shouldn't be stigma attached to some more than others.I still don't get how saying an addict is an addict, it doesn't matter if you shoot up snort smoke we are all the same, we aren't on a tiers where some of us are scummier than others because of the way we choose to ingest our drugs.
You so cute when you’re mad.Keep it up people. This is The Dark Side and your insulting comments don't fly here. You have issues with a comment.............report it.
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I wish everyone was as lovable as you are when I get my mod stick out. This place would be so cool and fantastic if I got posts like this one more often. Thanks for understanding and being silly about it !!You so cute when you’re mad.
Feisty…rawrrrr
Wanna make out!??
Jkjk
Ok I’ll be good
You know I love ya! And I am sorry cause I did go to far
Reporting your comment for an obscene amount of adorableness. I don't understand how that so called "moderator" can tolerate it. This site is no place for levity and tolerance. Shame on both of you.You so cute when you’re mad.
Feisty…rawrrrr
Wanna make out!??
Jkjk
Ok I’ll be good
You know I love ya! And I am sorry cause I did go to far
Rock bottom is coming to the realization that your life is pretty fucking unmanageable with or without the usage of drugs and or alcohol. It can be anything you mentioned @xxxredpilledxxx . Everyone's bottom is different, though the one thing all of our bottoms have in common is how we respond to the unmanageability. Do we go on to the bitter ends or do we realize that our life at the present time is fucked, and need help getting off the bottom?
Well ya can’t pull out your stick and put me in my place without it melting my butter. Turns me on.I wish everyone was as lovable as you are when I get my mod stick out. This place would be so cool and fantastic if I got posts like this one more often. Thanks for understanding and being silly about it !!![]()
I can relate too this quite a bit, I’m also a poly addict to drugs or any form of stress relief espicially downers, currently 44 days sober still always have that demon in my head tryna convince me “1 hit won’t hurt” it’s like drugs are all I think about and everything else is worthless sometimes cause I just wana escape my anhedonia but I’m sure with time I’ll be satisfied with a sober life it just takes a long time too recover from substance abuse.It's a sliding scale for most ppl. I hit rock bottom three separate times in my life. But that last time I made sure to change.
I've never been homeless , never stolen from people, I've lied plenty though. Always had a job. Always used sparingly.
The rock bottom I felt was just wasting my life away addicted to drugs. That's it , I hate that feeling the " I really need a line, I really need a drink, I really need to feel good I need that Percocet I need that Xanax I got to have it man I got to have it got to have that cigarette man. I just hate that addiction feeling like it takes over your whole being I'm not hungry until I get a hit. I'm not sleepy until I get a hit I can't function until I get a hit.
And for the better part of 10 years and then two more years in recovery that's how I lived my life I didn't think about my future I didn't try to better myself All I worried about was procuring using and selling drugs. What a complete waste
I can relate too this quite a bit, I’m also a poly addict to drugs or any form of stress relief espicially downers, currently 44 days sober still always have that demon in my head tryna convince me “1 hit won’t hurt” it’s like drugs are all I think about and everything else is worthless sometimes cause I just wana escape my anhedonia but I’m sure with time I’ll be satisfied with a sober life it just takes a long time too recover from substance abuse.
That’s what I’m doing right now, all I do is use psychedlics every now and then to get high, I don’t use anything that’s addictive except for lighter drugs like coffee and every now and then I’ll drink alcohol which although it’s in the same category as other hard drugs imo despite its social acceptance ive never had a problem with it, but even when I’m on those drugs I still crave something more like a Percocet, Fentanyl or Xanax I’ve been sober off all that for 8-9 months but still used weed to escape from reality for a while now I’m 44 days sober off that.I actually managed to go back to just using every now and then to get high. Right now im not addicted to clonaz, zopiclone or morphine. I don't miss being a addict though. I would much rather just use now and again
I had my one and only DUI in 2006 and had to do the exact same thing. Let's see...........I'm 64 now so I was 48 years old at the time. I know exactly how embarrassed you were but thank God for Mom's, right ?Being 43 years old and having to call my mother to bail me out of jail from a DUI.
I completely agree. I remember throughout my 20s when I was most active in AA circles, every time I'd relapse an old timer or my mentors would always say, "Well, you just haven't hit rock bottom yet. When you do, you'll quit."I don't really agree with the concept of "rock bottom" -- or at least in how I interpret it.
I always thought "rock bottom" meant that one has sunk as low as one can get, like to the point where one's addiction is utterly intolerable anymore.
Well, in my case I've hit that point several times. I'd think It can't possibly get any worse than this and I might seek recovery OR I'd adjust to the new low and continue in my addiction until hitting a different kind of "rock bottom."