Princess_Poppy
Bluelighter
all i remember is a huge rush that was SOOOOO fucking itchy it hurt.
Yeah when i have done a couple of shots that hurt like that. Kinda feels like morphine. I looked at my boyfriend and was like, "Ouch ouch why does it hurt?" he said "that's what happens when you do a really big shot." He said when he used to be on dope harder and was always doing like half gram shots, it always felt like that.
I think I have "ODed" two times.
The first time, I was kind of a novice, I laid down after my shot and fell asleep. I was up to my boyfriend slapping me in the face. He said he had come back in the room and all the color in my face was gone, blue lips, shallow breathing etc. So he just kept screaming at me and slapping me, I was completely limp. For some reason I came back and just felt really shitty the rest of the night.
The last time, a week or two ago, I had been off bupe a little over 24 hours, so I was like "I need a big shot" :/ The "big shot" didn't hit "hard enough." So I did another "big shot." Oops. I never lost consciousness, so at first I thought I had cotton fever or something. But I didn't have a fever and had been really clean. My lips were blue, I kept chattering/shaking uncontrollably, throwing up, and I felt really fucked up- slurring etc. I am assuming that was a small overdose.