In the years I've immersed myself in the wondrous world of psychedelics/dissociatives/empathogens, I feel like higher levels of perception/spirituality/acceptance/self-discipline have been achieved and properly executed. That I have grown to some degree, whether good or bad, into somebody I wouldn't be without their influence. What I've noticed through many discussions with friends, and many hours of online reading through forums, is that there seems to be a higher level of misinterpretation within the community of people who enjoy the psychedelic experience. The magnitude of these experiences is something I personally find uncontested, and endlessly diverse. I feel like people often stay on their side of the fence on how these tools should be used. I know people who like psychedelics for the sensory enhancement, some for the mental exploration, some for the spiritual synergy, and some who just like to take them like they like to take other drugs. For a long time, I myself was unwilling to think that these chemicals should be used in any other context than mine. I feel like this is a good place for us all to discuss the benefits we seek and find in these drugs. :D GO!
. Basically, throughout my experimentation with dissociatives, I have been able to pinpoint my interest in their experiences on a strictly spiritual plane. Every dissociative, in it's own language, communicates strong spiritual optimism for me. It enables me to analyze myself, my world, and my own God, strictly in its existence beyond my physical self, and my physical world. It awakens me to optimistically approach the question of life without this physical world. Life beyond what I define life as. They give me hope in a paradoxical world. This class of drugs are my favorite, though due to my personal behaviors, and consequences that come with their use (primarily seizures enduced due to Ketamine withdrawel), I don't allow myself to use them. I'm very lucky to be alive with a functioning brain, and I'll always hold onto the lessons they've taught me!
That's all I got. I'm really excited to hear what you all have to say though! GO!
The Psychedelic Experience
My overall interest in the psychedelic experience has transformed very rapidly throughout my usage. When I first ate shrooms, I had no anticipated benefits other than pretty colours, breathing walls and giggle fits. All of this came easily, but what came with it was more or less interesting. It wasn't until I tried LSD that my understanding of how powerful and beneficial these experiences could be. I felt a strong spiritual attachment to them. Like they were my source of spirituality. As I progressed through assortments of other psychedelics, each with their own character, I came to the realization that I can't attach preservations to such an experience. My overall use of psychedelics today is much more relaxed. I've diminished all specifications I try to give these experiences. I've rid myself of all my prejudices towards others for their personal differences in desired effects. To me, psychedelics have surpassed the point of expectation, definition or characterization. They have given life to the ultimate motive of my first experimentations with them. They represent my constant exploration for boundaries life can't be given. They throw kerosene on my flames curiosity. I am in love with the lessons they teach. How they renew my acceptance of the fact that there are endless sides to any story. That nothing is ultimately uniform. They are evidence that perception is something that is eternally committed to diversity. No day is lived through one sole perception. I feel like this is a mental process that can be achieved upon examination of anything in the world around us, though the pull of these experiences is strong enough that I can't idly dismiss it. I love that. It's gives me serenity to see how no single form of evolution is divine. That instead, all vessels of evolution are submit to equal realms of appreciation. That's what psychedelics are for me.The Dissociative Experience
I know I've probably lost some readers at this point. I type too much
. Basically, throughout my experimentation with dissociatives, I have been able to pinpoint my interest in their experiences on a strictly spiritual plane. Every dissociative, in it's own language, communicates strong spiritual optimism for me. It enables me to analyze myself, my world, and my own God, strictly in its existence beyond my physical self, and my physical world. It awakens me to optimistically approach the question of life without this physical world. Life beyond what I define life as. They give me hope in a paradoxical world. This class of drugs are my favorite, though due to my personal behaviors, and consequences that come with their use (primarily seizures enduced due to Ketamine withdrawel), I don't allow myself to use them. I'm very lucky to be alive with a functioning brain, and I'll always hold onto the lessons they've taught me!The Empathogenic Experience
Though I personally do not endulge in empathogens much anymore (it's a preference thing), I still must give them their salute. They have given me the ability to let my guard down to the social world. Not that I have social phoebias, I am just impressed on the level of empathy, love, and understanding they have given me. My favorite aspect of them, though, is how they give me the opportunity to look into myself, my behaviors, and what I want in live, without my typical criticisms or preservations. They are an awesome self-help tool for me!That's all I got. I'm really excited to hear what you all have to say though! GO!
