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What do you do when you're completely out of drugs?

Before I kicked I would usually sit around feeling sorry for myself and go get some loperamide and clonidine. At least I wasn't sick while I waited to hear from the candy man or to get my script filled
 
^I never had a problem hearing from the "candy man", it's just, the candyman didn't wanna hear from me unless I had money!
 
Idk find some subs before withdraw I guess. Also ima huslter so I'm always around an about trynna make a buck to get somethin so there's always somethin goin on.
 
This has never happened to me. I like having a varied stash on hand at all times, even when I travel. I don't get high very often, sometimes years go by. But I like knowing I have things if an appropriate occasion presents itself.

I'm a hoarder by nature; my kitchen is always fully stocked, I never run out of toilet paper or unused insulin syringes.
 
I start eating kava kava and such things, to kill the opiate withdrawls, as that is my particular problem insofar as running out of drugs. Accompanied by lots of bitching and moaning, until I can get more without too much risk.
 
Well I never, and I mean NEVER run completely out of all mind-altering substances! I will still have a few clonidine pills, or cyclobenzaprine, or melatonin, or some valerian or a teaspoon of kratom to cool down and think of a way to replenish my home pharmacopeia. I don't need a lot of shit every single day to be happy, but somehow I need SOME kind of shit daily for mental health lol. A day without a joint, or some codeine, or a couple lyricas (one of my new favorites!) or anything almost feels awkward... Still, I can honestly say that I'm not dependent on any one substance to sleep or function normally. It's not always been the case...
 
I collect debts. If no one owes me at the time (Only happened once for about a week only.), I go fix some friends/family computers for a few bucks since someone always installs a virus or some weird virus porno. If that's not happening, then I just borrow money from a friend of mine and pay him back in services or in a week whenever the extra money from stocks or doing high-schoolers essays for extravagant prices on the weekends (It pays to have family with Mexican younger cousins and their friends who can barely speak basic English, such easy business.). If that fails me, then I'd probably be bitchy and pissy for a week and maybe ask around if anyone has some extra drugs they don't want, works surprisingly well most of the time, which surprises me still. If even that fails me, then I'd finally resort to just talking $40 out of the bank and going 50-50 on some booze and bud, being SUPER stingy and conservative until I can get much more. I always put in at least $200 in the bank every month for an emergency fun times fund, so I'm pretty much set. It kind of amazes me how many back up plans I have for being dry, lol.
 
I usually experience lots of discomfort and anxiety but for the most part I just consider it a tolerance break. Running out while not a good feeling is the best thing that can happen for me alot of times.
In my early days of addiction, I used to feel like this. If my man had run out, it was not such a big deal back then. I looked at it just the way you do. Things change, and are different now of course, which is why I would panic as I think I already posted. But that's a good post from you w/a - I hope you can stick with this mind set.
 
Try my best to accept it...
but probably just beg everyone I know for some fix of SOMEthing to keep me going.
 
Try to accept my fate..
but at the same time probably just end up begging everyone I know for a fix of SOMEthing to keep me going.
lol
 
• Have improperly long conversations with friends, family, and the internet, about my mental hangups. Said conversations usually consist of my obsessing over past traumas and shitty life events, laughing at my neurotic behavior, and further supporting it by ranting about how I really don't know whether or not I will ever be able to function without substances.

• Let withdrawal run its course.

• Obsess over topics, hobbies, and persons of interest.

• Obtain more substances.

• Take a break from said substances.

• Rinse, lather, repeat.
 
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