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For some reason (maybe because it's a comedy) but when the DXM gets to me it helps to watch Bob's Burgers. I love how grown up the kids can be at times, and how Linda (the mom) can be kind of goofy at times (and it doesn't hurt that she really reminds me at times of my deceased mother):



Katt Williams has some hilarious (and some very true) things to say about drugs (Including weed and alcohol) but even his non-drug content at times gets hilarious:



I could never possibly tell you how and why, but a certain "Beach Party Vietnam" (by the Dead Milkmen) video helps me touch grass anytime the DXM gets after me a little too hard:



I've noticed that animals (of the non-hallucinatory kind) can be just as great as when sober at being calming/soothing. I've never gotten a dog drunk or a cat on meth but I bet it would be awesome.
 
Watching really anything comedy is my go to when I’m having a bad time or feel like the high/trip is going sour. For some reason I handle hard drugs really well, but can’t smoke weed at all without massive anxiety which almost always brings on feelings of like dread and other bad feelings which turns it into a very un-fun high lol. I stopped smoking for that reason but strangely enough I handle edibles pretty well. In the rare cases I do smoke, and the times I eat too many edibles(or sometimes my shroom trips go a little south) comedy is my go to.

I also really like Bobs Burgers but prefer American Dad, but depending on how bad the high is sometimes American Dad can even be a bit too much lol. For some reason I’m drawing a blank on other comedy shows I watch, sometimes I just find a funny movie to put on. Katt Williams wouldn’t be my pick but stand up is also one of my top choices. Tom Segura, Mitch Hedburg, George Carlin, Kevin Nealon are some of my favorites. I’m normally not too picky when it comes to stand up, but sometimes the comedians are just horrible and give off shit vibes so I usually like to watch familiars if I’m not having a good high lol

If shit isn’t too bad I love to game, but the games I play are fuckin stressful(COD, Rust) so it doesn’t always work out well lol.
 
golego55 said:
I've noticed that animals (of the non-hallucinatory kind) can be just as great as when sober at being calming/soothing. I've never gotten a dog drunk or a cat on meth but I bet it would be awesome.
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don't do that, please!
it would be the same as getting a child drunk or high.

now to your main question, i very rarely had bad moments while taking drugs or drinking alcohol. maybe because i never take too much, and always evaluate the "how and where am i now" before taking more. but of course it has happened to me that things went downhill.

in those cases i remind myself that whatever is happening will eventually pass. and i try to keep anxiety as low as possible telling myself that it makes everything only worse. then, i like to watch cartoons. easy and funny stuff like looney tunes, not complex anime. old school comedy series like the addams are great, too, but harder to find on demand. in general things that contain no triggers, which for someone with "c"ptsd is not that easy. playing certain games on my phone/tablet also helps as long as i'm not too tense to hold the device and my fingers work.

depending on the severity of the "bad" and the time of day, the best thing really is to sleep, with one or two or all three of my dogs by my side.
 
What's up Bluelight members and mendicants? :)

I'm here because this thread is unfortunately not a true Harm Reduction thread. I feel it belongs in our Drug Culture section. For those who are unfamiliar, this is where we talk about lighter, more informal topics surround drugs. It's a lot of fun if you've never checked it out. You get to hear true stories from real addicts. It's a great way to empathize with your fellow man.

BDD - > DC
 
Cult315 said:
Watching really anything comedy is my go to when I’m having a bad time or feel like the high/trip is going sour. For some reason I handle hard drugs really well, but can’t smoke weed at all without massive anxiety which almost always brings on feelings of like dread and other bad feelings which turns it into a very un-fun high lol. I stopped smoking for that reason but strangely enough I handle edibles pretty well. In the rare cases I do smoke, and the times I eat too many edibles(or sometimes my shroom trips go a little south) comedy is my go to.

I also really like Bobs Burgers but prefer American Dad, but depending on how bad the high is sometimes American Dad can even be a bit too much lol. For some reason I’m drawing a blank on other comedy shows I watch, sometimes I just find a funny movie to put on. Katt Williams wouldn’t be my pick but stand up is also one of my top choices. Tom Segura, Mitch Hedburg, George Carlin, Kevin Nealon are some of my favorites. I’m normally not too picky when it comes to stand up, but sometimes the comedians are just horrible and give off shit vibes so I usually like to watch familiars if I’m not having a good high lol

If shit isn’t too bad I love to game, but the games I play are fuckin stressful(COD, Rust) so it doesn’t always work out well lol.
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I used to watch tv on DXM and other dissociatives but it didn’t make any sense whatsoever so never held my attention long.

You do feel like you’re in the show or it’s real or something sometimes tho
 
Hash edibles and im watching movies/shows. Gangster flicks and comedies are my go tos. I enjoy Rick n Morty, East Bound and Down has been hilarious to. Stuff like that.

If I'm tripping and get uncomfortable I sit there and think about why I'm feeling uncomfortable and work through it instead of putting my attention on something else and missing out on some inner work. Breathing techniques are where it's at. I have music going the whole time so it's like my anchor. Usually have mandalas playing on YT on the TV to.

Or go outside and catch some fresh air. Use light spectrums to. Get a wifi bulb it's worth the 10$ on Amazon. I used to watch movies and shows tripping but realized it makes me more uncomfortable for some reason.
 
Well... I used to do a lot of drugs, but now I just design them for fun. Now I just post on this Website because I have nothing to do. But I love having fun by getting drunk and saying crazy things and posting music when I'm Trashed. I also like talking to people in the Lounge.
 
I didn’t answer the question re my drug choices. Here goes.

Drugs of choice and what I would do on them:

Weed: nature activities, watching art, music or cinema, wandering cities, reading, gaming and excercise.

Opioids/benzos: something super passive like TV or listening to music in bed. I find that if I try to do something even remotely engaging like reading or video games for example…..the fight or flight response or. Engsgment into the activity or whatever it may be - masks the high.

I can easily feel 2 twice as high on opioids if I just mediate on the high and sit still - activate the parasympathetic nervous system- the para sympathetic activation is a great potentiator of the opioid high.
 
For me personally I dose upwards tof 8 mg of Klonopin and up to four or five grams of gabapentin

Then take roughly 15 mg hydrocodone with DXM, AND THEN I SMOKE HELLA FUCKIN HIGH GRADE WEED

And maybe just a shot or two of liquor just to top it off

Just to be clear this is my combo when I'm ready to kill myself and try to numb the pain so I don't

It's not something I would do regularly nowadays now that I'm not a daily user

And by the way for harm reduction purposes mainly so you don't die don't do that shit it will kill you more like it than it won't
 
i listen to a lot of depressing pop and emo stuff regularly, but for a while i was having a really good time listening to metal which i would consider fun in certain ways.. like listening to berzum might freak me out or give me some bad vibes, but something like napalm death makes me feel really positive. one time i was tripping listening to this:



i also had a really good time listening to white zombie. i feel like he has positive vibes. i decided to listen to marilyn manson the other day, and i was thinking about how his vibes are kind of scary compared to something like white zombie. white zombie's vocals to me come across as a pretty chill dude. marilyn manson can be kind of scary. lol... i listened to a lot of different metal when tripping a lot around 2016. i've been listening metal my whole life, but i went for that as my kind of vibe.... cock and ball torture reminds me of some section of the universe where weird creatures with out advanced vocal chords like humans have to communicate through weird growling stomach sounds. that's fun for me:




keep in mind i don't really dose too high while listening to any of this stuff... high dose tripping and music doesn't really add up for me, like any kind of music, but on a low dose, i don't really like to get too emotional. i save that stuff for when the trip is over.. like metal or some hip hop can keep things fun sometimes.



i watched this on like 100ugs of one of those lsd analogues from canada one time, which isn't a really high dose for me, but enough to get me going... super freaky... sonic youth has caused me many freaked out trips at least a few times. lol.... not to mention that this came out around the time when i was born and i had baby sitters show it to me when i was no more than two, so the memories combined with just the really intense visuals and vibe is super freaky.... apparently i paid total attention to it as a child... the music on this is generally pretty dark and scary vibes. there is another you tube video with historians talking about the show and apparently the whole audience or most of them anyways were given acid by some girl, that i'm guessing (this sounds kind of crazy), but the vietnam vets gave the girl the acid to give the audience cause they thought she'd have a better vibe distributing it... at the end of the performance you can hear a male voice on the PA going "whooaaaaaaah" over and over. that might be thurston moore. but i'm pretty sure that was a joke amongst vietnam vets doing that and there's actually a dude back stage doing it. that's not in the band. i'm watching now, and it's clearly not any members of the band going "Whoah" over and over, unless i'm hallucinating it. lol... my dad's friends used to do that at me as a kid lol. it brings back really good memories. lol... almost one hundred percent the whistling is vietnam vets. they used to give people acid and whistle at them... i don't know if ya'll think i'm crazy with these rumours or what, and they might be rumours.. but regardless. this is a freaky performance. sorry to ruin it with my vet gang talk. but pretty much this was vietnam vets that set this up giving people the acid as an MK ultra like thing. maybe not true and i just have a metnal defect as a schizo that watched it on acid though. lol:




also i tripped on DXM as a teen while listening to the "the very best of john coltrane" the one with the black and orange cover on impulse records. that's probably the best collection of his work imo... i also saw medeski martin and wood while on 350mgs of dxm and smoking pot. that was enough to have me tripping pretty hard. i don't really do dxm anymore, but i have a few good memories from the plenty of times i've done it.



also as far as stuff on t.v. i love old adult swim... aqua teens, brak show, sea lab 2021, space ghost.... that stuff should remain classic in the future. despite they don't run any of that on t.v. anymore.... the epside of sea lab 2021 "waking quinn" is like a total mind fuck. it's about the character quinn getting electricuted in a bath tub, and he has a really crazy trip/sequence of dreams from the experience, and it's the weirdest tripped out shit. i wish the episode were still on you tube. here's a clip. the part with the grey haired dude going "your an erran boy" and giving the guy a wet willy always gave me the weirdest vibe... i wouldn't watch this high dose tripping. lol:

 
LucidSDreamr said:
I can easily feel 2 twice as high on opioids if I just mediate on the high and sit still - activate the parasympathetic nervous system- the para sympathetic activation is a great potentiator of the opioid high.
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Agree. Trying to sleep can also work unwantedly well...
I also chose opes because they fit into daily life better, but then I can't avoid getting busy on them...
If I could, I'd prefer tripping, my new fav being DXM & shrooms since it's way easier to handle than shrooms alone. With DXM watching some colorful lights is enough, there's nothing to work with and no need to go anywhere - damn practical but ofc not therapeutic either...
 
When I overamph I sit locked into an uncomfortable position in total silence thinking about something I'm going to get up and do in JUST A SECOND

Then two or three hours later go and do it
 
Just finished piping crack for today, been on it , backwards and forwards to my dealers picking up .2's and .3's and smoking like a steam engine non stop , so decided to have a toasted sandwich, bowl of pasta and a packet of chew sweets and will have a protein shake in a while. Thought I would pop on here' and check the chat for today, and later get some sleep, wake up tomorrow and no doubt that I will have a pipe then aswell
 
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