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Bluelighter
lived it dreamt it
breathed it
sucker
succour unto my madness...
hee hee hee hee hee
images from my mind
spiders on the ceiling
i know they are not there really
i still see them
they have lots of little legs and they are quite big
but they don't have bodies
thats how i know they are not real
but once upon a time i couldn't tell if they were real or not
i forgot
what spiders look like
mind visions and smelly people
colors were brighter
lights were lighter
nice was nicer
horror was horrible
senses heightened
talked incessantly for hours on end
about everything under the sun
they loved it
for a while
me on a high
made them smile
they loved me
liked the thrill of it all
of being taken to places in my mind
i let them all slip away
saw time moving slowly while i stood on the outside looking in
my body took on a life of its own
see my foot its alive
look at it
its moving
and telling me things
its hurt
and its all swollen up
talk to me talk to me bring me back ack ack back
i'm over here
somewhere
on my own
its nice here though by myself playing
they are coming for me they are all around they are the time travellers and everything is on different levels
the shape of space is a triangle no its not its a spiral a shape everything is based on
different levels multi-layered
language is the only real thing that exists from the past
study etymology
look at me now and what are you doing are you in the fbi
go to college
plant a bomb
i have to set the curtains on fire now
-
neighbors
go to the shops act normal
police fbi so they know i am dangerous and would rather be dead
than captured...
then i have to repair the curtains
go for a walk
them and re-film it so that when this film is shown in the future they can substitute these shots in so that i don't look in
sane so that it encourages peoples souls to come to
earth because god is a bastard not a real
thing its just an energy force to
be used for good or evil and then have a conversation
then there are the levels and the
colors and the super time lords that live in the future and they know i am here and
they are watching
me and i have to be
like a buddhist and and and and and
not say or think the truth
talk act normally
and they are annoyed with me and i am destined to be old and ugly and i have to act as a madman throughout all time forever as my punishment because i am a man and i am the man across
and i wont stop thinking and i wont act like them because men are the superior power and women are just made to please men
i am not worthy of the time lord i am destined to and she is after me because i have transgressed the knowledge barriers and time exists all at once and can slow and i have seen the trees curdle in time and i know whats really going on and that time lords can take over your body and they do and its a game a war game they play for fun and the whole area is closed down because i am a danger and if they see me when i go out they will capture me but i have to do this and that and in order to repair my transgressions and redo it all for the future and everything is being filmed like fingerprints remain so do our actions on time we are here learning one should never see
there are color house teams its orange today and the words are all codes telling you what to do and say next if you are a time traveller inside someones body and spoken numbers add up for scores and colors mean points too and that is the game they play the time travellers the ones that live among us they guide us and lead us to higher knowledge.
i have to pay more attention to the codes and the scores if i don't they will be angry get me and those that are on my side and if i carry the right colors i will be alright and they will guide me around and take care of me and some of the elders if i am good but i have to obey and help everyone and not leave anyone out and now because i have transgressed and am the chosen one by the future time travellers time stops still sometimes and everyone disappears and none is here except me and then they try to get me.
and i have to suffer punishment throughout all eternity and die slowly piece by piece forever and ever and then ready slowly piece by piece through eternity as i am eve and so i have to go through every torment that every woman be every tortured person that died slowly and suffered horribly at the hands of every sadistic torturer that there ever was and will be for all time exists all at once so it all happens at once though some kind souls have offered to suffer some things for me and i am glad so glad to see my family suffer instead of me which means i am wickeder than i thought i was and so for my shame i will be taken to the place where they all gather and the hospital is just a cover for the fbi and the evil time travellers and the judges and the inmates can all read minds and they will come for me. the fbi is checking the contents of my bin the neighbors are all plants and the special service for i am very dangerous and they have spotted me and they know i am here and i know things and they will try to kill me if i put a foot wrong everything i say and do is really important the codes theres lots of codes to guide you follow them follow THE TRUTH FOR GOD IS IN THE TRUTH KEEP GOING leave home and everyone there and follow god....trust in god and everything will be okay just keep going you don't need money or people god will guide you in god i trust but i must tell the truth in all matter the whole truth.
but the truth exists on many levels so i cant tell the truth i must tell the truth what is the truth...and and and
and close your eyes and go to sleep and its so grey and cloudy in there and so big and i don't know what to think and theres no one in here with me and my mind and i hate to close my eyes because i am frightened of me and and and tonight for i have masturbated which is a sin but i did it for god and my room has blood streaked down the walls where other people suffered and died and screamed and were tortured too in the asylum and so i have a plastic carrier bag that i carry around with me for when they come and i will know and i will use it to put over my head and breathe in and end all the suffering but if i do i will suffer even more in hell and all suffering and the sins shall be visited upon me for i am so scared and if anyone vanishes from my sight they will get me.
the synchronicity is so spot on that everything seems to be a message. everything is talking to me and telling me things and i see things and are they visions or hallucinations and delusions i have been to the doctors and the spiritual church and i can make things disappear if i focus long enough and i can only say so much and bring your knowledge up to mine and then i am in the wrong for when you know as much as me then you take the curse off me and onto you so i shouldn't be telling you all this so i will suffer even more and i am evil and wicked and have to be destroyed . and they are going to get me any minute now...for telling you and then they will come and get you and make you suffer and i am glad for then i will suffer less and more of course for they can read my mind and so there is no escape and once more the curse is back on me because i think too fast and i know whats really going on and and and....
breathed it
sucker
succour unto my madness...
hee hee hee hee hee
images from my mind
spiders on the ceiling
i know they are not there really
i still see them
they have lots of little legs and they are quite big
but they don't have bodies
thats how i know they are not real
but once upon a time i couldn't tell if they were real or not
i forgot
what spiders look like
mind visions and smelly people
colors were brighter
lights were lighter
nice was nicer
horror was horrible
senses heightened
talked incessantly for hours on end
about everything under the sun
they loved it
for a while
me on a high
made them smile
they loved me
liked the thrill of it all
of being taken to places in my mind
i let them all slip away
saw time moving slowly while i stood on the outside looking in
my body took on a life of its own
see my foot its alive
look at it
its moving
and telling me things
its hurt
and its all swollen up
talk to me talk to me bring me back ack ack back
i'm over here
somewhere
on my own
its nice here though by myself playing
they are coming for me they are all around they are the time travellers and everything is on different levels
the shape of space is a triangle no its not its a spiral a shape everything is based on
different levels multi-layered
language is the only real thing that exists from the past
study etymology
look at me now and what are you doing are you in the fbi
go to college
plant a bomb
i have to set the curtains on fire now
-
neighbors
go to the shops act normal
police fbi so they know i am dangerous and would rather be dead
than captured...
then i have to repair the curtains
go for a walk
them and re-film it so that when this film is shown in the future they can substitute these shots in so that i don't look in
sane so that it encourages peoples souls to come to
earth because god is a bastard not a real
thing its just an energy force to
be used for good or evil and then have a conversation
then there are the levels and the
colors and the super time lords that live in the future and they know i am here and
they are watching
me and i have to be
like a buddhist and and and and and
not say or think the truth
talk act normally
and they are annoyed with me and i am destined to be old and ugly and i have to act as a madman throughout all time forever as my punishment because i am a man and i am the man across
and i wont stop thinking and i wont act like them because men are the superior power and women are just made to please men
i am not worthy of the time lord i am destined to and she is after me because i have transgressed the knowledge barriers and time exists all at once and can slow and i have seen the trees curdle in time and i know whats really going on and that time lords can take over your body and they do and its a game a war game they play for fun and the whole area is closed down because i am a danger and if they see me when i go out they will capture me but i have to do this and that and in order to repair my transgressions and redo it all for the future and everything is being filmed like fingerprints remain so do our actions on time we are here learning one should never see
there are color house teams its orange today and the words are all codes telling you what to do and say next if you are a time traveller inside someones body and spoken numbers add up for scores and colors mean points too and that is the game they play the time travellers the ones that live among us they guide us and lead us to higher knowledge.
i have to pay more attention to the codes and the scores if i don't they will be angry get me and those that are on my side and if i carry the right colors i will be alright and they will guide me around and take care of me and some of the elders if i am good but i have to obey and help everyone and not leave anyone out and now because i have transgressed and am the chosen one by the future time travellers time stops still sometimes and everyone disappears and none is here except me and then they try to get me.
and i have to suffer punishment throughout all eternity and die slowly piece by piece forever and ever and then ready slowly piece by piece through eternity as i am eve and so i have to go through every torment that every woman be every tortured person that died slowly and suffered horribly at the hands of every sadistic torturer that there ever was and will be for all time exists all at once so it all happens at once though some kind souls have offered to suffer some things for me and i am glad so glad to see my family suffer instead of me which means i am wickeder than i thought i was and so for my shame i will be taken to the place where they all gather and the hospital is just a cover for the fbi and the evil time travellers and the judges and the inmates can all read minds and they will come for me. the fbi is checking the contents of my bin the neighbors are all plants and the special service for i am very dangerous and they have spotted me and they know i am here and i know things and they will try to kill me if i put a foot wrong everything i say and do is really important the codes theres lots of codes to guide you follow them follow THE TRUTH FOR GOD IS IN THE TRUTH KEEP GOING leave home and everyone there and follow god....trust in god and everything will be okay just keep going you don't need money or people god will guide you in god i trust but i must tell the truth in all matter the whole truth.
but the truth exists on many levels so i cant tell the truth i must tell the truth what is the truth...and and and
and close your eyes and go to sleep and its so grey and cloudy in there and so big and i don't know what to think and theres no one in here with me and my mind and i hate to close my eyes because i am frightened of me and and and tonight for i have masturbated which is a sin but i did it for god and my room has blood streaked down the walls where other people suffered and died and screamed and were tortured too in the asylum and so i have a plastic carrier bag that i carry around with me for when they come and i will know and i will use it to put over my head and breathe in and end all the suffering but if i do i will suffer even more in hell and all suffering and the sins shall be visited upon me for i am so scared and if anyone vanishes from my sight they will get me.
the synchronicity is so spot on that everything seems to be a message. everything is talking to me and telling me things and i see things and are they visions or hallucinations and delusions i have been to the doctors and the spiritual church and i can make things disappear if i focus long enough and i can only say so much and bring your knowledge up to mine and then i am in the wrong for when you know as much as me then you take the curse off me and onto you so i shouldn't be telling you all this so i will suffer even more and i am evil and wicked and have to be destroyed . and they are going to get me any minute now...for telling you and then they will come and get you and make you suffer and i am glad for then i will suffer less and more of course for they can read my mind and so there is no escape and once more the curse is back on me because i think too fast and i know whats really going on and and and....
