Thanks Willow your so right for the first time ever I am sticking to my tapering plan with knowledge I'm finally towards the end I have even come clean with my personal trainer who has agreed to work with me through this he has said as long as I get to the session he will work with me so even if all I can do that day is walk slowly on the treadmill then so be it! I can't tell you how the support I have from here and the people in my life is spurring me on to succeed. At work I have told them I am coming off some medication (did not go into detail left the impression it was anti depressants) and they have offered to put my counselling through our EBA and have agreed to support me through this change - I know how lucky I am to have such supportive people in my life and I don't take this for granted I guess what I'm trying to say to others is you don't know what will come when you decide to quit I never in a million years would have expected or even thought what has happened for me would have happened I thought it was more likely people would turn their backs, I'd loose my job and my family but if anything it has been the opposite so if anyone is struggling with this issue like I am I know how scary it is honestly when the whole MedsAssist change occurred without warning I had no idea what to do and thought my life as I know was over and now I honestly feel like my life is just beginning again take this time we have to make a change and do something while there still time I don't know when Medassist will become law but I know it will be sometime soon there is a government meeting about the issue in June so I wouldn't be surprised if it closely follows
Please don't get me wrong I know I'm in for hard time and this won't be easy that I'll have to deal with PAWS but for the first time I know I'll be better off in the long run I cursed MedsAssist when I first heard about it but now I feel like it could have given me the kick up the backside I so needed x
Please don't get me wrong I know I'm in for hard time and this won't be easy that I'll have to deal with PAWS but for the first time I know I'll be better off in the long run I cursed MedsAssist when I first heard about it but now I feel like it could have given me the kick up the backside I so needed x