bad ideas:
-public pool.
well, sober people & public places in general.
if i know them, it seems like they are all very angry even though they're not & then i think they are mad because i'm rolling (not even talking about anti-drug friends). if i don't know them, i just freak out like they know and are going to call the cops so i whisper and act all shady hahaha.
-clove cigarettes; barf-a-rama! literally

cigarettes in general make me sick when i'm rolling now. could only smoke the first two rolls i ever had. i'm a regular pack-a-day smoker so i don't get it!
-snorting 8 pills over the course of the night.
of course, i didn't think this would be a good idea until i was faced. i can't have more pills than i want to do because if they're there, they will go up my nose.
-brushing my teeth; made me nauseous. everyone else says they like it though?!
good ideas:
-flavored water; not the sugary kind though. the 'hint' brand is the best!
-steaming out the bathroom. getting the bathroom so warm and steamy then laying on the cold tile nekkid is theeeee best

-going outside. i looooove taking my dogs out or whatever. just going from the dark, enclosed, bass filled room to a clear star-lit night is amazing!
-talking; as in really getting everything out in the open. my fiance and i both often have a hard time talking about our 'deep down' feelings, so the e always facilitates a much smoother conversation in terms of just getting it out there already.
-doing my make-up; i like to stare at myself in the mirror in general while rolling, especially whilst nekkid. i feel so pretty. i also like doing my make-up as it is so it's even more fun to do it while rolling. feeling like a fucking angel is also great while doing it
